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my daily dosage of laughter by the Papaya Sisters

2007-10-04T11:38:00.000+08:00

no more blogspot. say hi to wordpress

2007-03-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

yes. as said in the title of this blog. say bye to blogspot. say hi to wordpress. ive moved.

www.rongping.wordpress.com

please ppl~ if ive yet link u in my new blog. kindly juz leave a comment and i'll link u up!
bye!

haa!

2007-02-04T04:19:00.000+08:00

yes. im back. blogging using my brother's laptop. yes. he gt a new laptop. damn it... im so pissed off.. coz he gt everything.. ar.... everything the best he will get firs.. who says that there isnt favourtism in my family.. shit u! haa!!~ im realli angry with the fact that he gt this laptop when it was me who is asking fer a new laptop.. and they happily give it to him... surely when they get ga newer one.. they will throw this to me.. shiity favouritism shown.. argh....

exams sucks. and i truely mean that. CENPR is a buang case. i only remember how to calculate Reynold number. and thts it.. what the heck.. S&PM is easier than i thought.. hope that at least i will get a C for it.. POPRI... shld at least past.. and monday gt QAAS.. and thats it!!! i nid to sing.. sing till my voice is gone!! ar!!!!~~ and i blardy nid slp. but i juz dun feel like slpin nw. gt to wake up earli tmr to start studyin and slp earli tmr!!! lolz!!!

i miss baby so much.. though i juz saw him juz nw. but i still miss him.. im so angry at myself for nt being there for him when he is so troubled abt his work.. coz i gt exam.. im so angry at myself for not studyin earlier and nt last minute.. so i cant have time fer him... ar... seein him tearing on friday hurts... sorry baby.. all i can do is juz come and mit u fer dinner... this is the least i can do. =)

and workplace. im so sad. coz ShinChing is leaving us le.. haiz.. juz thought that at least she is there and can chit chat with me... den now she is gone.. haiz.. why liydat la... sian... haiz.. i juz hate it when ppl leave... why those that supppose to leave is still staying.!!!! arh that rubbish bin. lolz!!!~~

haven been posting pictures eh... haa!! shall post pictures today!! yea!!! bye!!!~

these 2 photos are taken during christmas..

first 1 was with HVCC ppl~~~~

second 1 with my class and buddy class, with Mr HTA.. =)

this is my ADD dress. haa!!!!~

this is me n sansan. she is my longest known fren. since k1. ha!! since the age of..... 5~~~~ wah.. gng 16 yrs le wor!!!! oh man!!!! my make up in these 2 photos are done by her!!!

first 1 taken with my baobei, esley,2nd one taken with justina and celine on the way home from church. im so tired. lol.. can see from my face that i seriously lack of slp!! haa~~

this is done by joyce's fren. ha! is for the recording of the album..

lastly.. all my zhilian photo!!! haa!!!

yeah!!!~~finally all done. ha!! and conclusion is....

i think i gt a fetish for stripe clothes!!! LOL...

juz updates

2007-01-25T12:04:00.000+08:00

finally im able to blog. ha!! shall move to some other place to blog soon. =) so ppl. do stay tune on my new blog address. haa.. haven been blogging. havin problem loggin on @ home. duno what happen. think my laptop hates me. haa!! it is spoiling anyway.. =)~

days haven been good recently. but everything is fine nw. sorry to make some of u worry. almost thought its the end. hope that there wont be something liydat again. and i totally lost myself. so lost. so lost. all the tears on that night. perhaps is enough to flood my pathetic room? haa!! lolz. and seeing him cry is something that hurts so much. but everything is fine nw. =)~~ bleah!!!

sch isnt that gd also. boring. tests and exams.. altogether sums up to my pathetic eye bag and dark eyerings. it sucks. even thick makeup cant cover them up. and SPCO concert. i shld say its a day ive been awaiting. coz finally its over. practicing the song fer like over 2yrs is enuf.. though the concert aint perfect. but it turns out well. and the feedback are quite good too.

and also. there are so many hypocrites ard. when they nid u, they will keep calling u, smsing u. asking abt u. and when u nid their help. or rather. nid them to help support a concert, they are the first to run away. arsehole ppl.

forget it. back to the concert. well, the solo-s and duet are good. im most impressed by Peizhen. her music on stage during performance is totally different frm what she play when we asked her to play. it can be a good and bad pt i think. coz in this way, u can nv gauge hw far u have gone. and i think she nid to work in a pressurized situation. though the feelin she put in isnt as much as others. but her music is still so captivating. as for Xueqi. i shld say she realli had improved. so much. and she had become so confidence on her music. of coz there are still space of improvements. both Peizhen and Xueqi produces great music. but they both have different strong pts. Peizhen have a music that is so great that it actually covers up her feeling. Xueqi have such great feeling but it covers up her music. but both are good. when they are able to strike a neutral stand on this feeling and music thingy.. i believe they are invincible le lo~~~ lolz!!! well, well, well... i aint any music pro. but juz my personal feeling. i love both their music. =)~ both of u jiayou wor!!!

work is fine. working fer 12hours str8 isnt something i want. but for money sake. i will do it!! muahaha!!~ but the next day i totally become dead pig. lol.. ppl are leaving. and new ppl are coming.. ppl like me become "lao jiao" haiz...... duno to be sad or happy lo. ha!!!~. and the ppl there.. are juz left with what they have nw. gettin more n more boring. but im glad at least there is still left Aldo n Desmond @ kitchen that can crap with me. Shiyuen that can gossip with me. Shinching that can talk with me. Choiyin that can play with me. ppl like Qixian, Dominic, Chris, Keerling, Singyee... rarely see them.... haiz....

and my cg.. it is finally splitting. im so happy with this arrangement. coz finally something is happenin in the cg. staying the same fer 4yrs aint something normal. cg=cellgrp. a cell is suppose to multiply. meaning gettin more n more. but ours is the same fer 4yrs. duhx. and of coz some other feelings that i dun wish to pen down. baobei will knoe what i mean.. finally...

ok.. enuf of crapping.. bye...

finally

2007-01-08T12:24:00.000+08:00

finally i can login and post a blog.!!! due to the taiwan earthquake? haa! i duno leh.. maybe my computer lousy... argh!! and i have so so much to blog abt!!! but i totally cant blog!!! the feeling sucks.. haa!

well, anyway. like what i sae previously. my christmas is realli a very bad one. but everything is solved nw.. =) and i hope that nth of this sort will happen again. ~~~

too much things to update. haa! had a bbq @ my hse on New Year. cool eh~ haa!! tony, sansan and baby came~ =)~ main concern is my baby? haa!! love my baby.. =x

chalet! yes. my class chalet. it is super duper fun. though i didnt play much. and i gt muscle cramp and toothache on 2nd nite. haa!!!~ and yes! i went St James Power Station. nice. went with Nicole, YuYing, Kiev and baby. haa!! went Power House. it is fun. they play nice music too. =)~

later having a test but i didnt study at all.. -_~ ha! die le lo!!! k la.. duno what to update oso. too long never blog le.. haa! bye..

sorry

2006-12-25T13:34:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging. damn too lazy and blogger is giving problem. and it is already Christmas now. past events... like CLS ADD is great. last day of sch is boliao. Coffeeclub challenge cheer is fun. Christmas service is funny yet touching. but this Christmas is definately my worse ever..

CLS ADD....

dressed up. bought contact lense. spent a total of 200+ bucks. damn it! but it is great. all the partying the nite away. dancin away... nice. and the kbox after that is gd too. but the journey back hme is bad. the insufficient of slp.

last day of sch. juz back to have 1 hour lesson. nah.. or shld i say juz a 20minutes lesson.. release earli and started damn late. after lesson. shoppin is alright. i can sense that things have started to drift apart.. but i can do nth but juz damn shit CRY!

coffeeclub challenge. i almost thought we will end up the worst team. but we are gd. and i mean it.. =) nice ppl in the team. was late waking up but there earli.. huh~ what theory. lolx. thanks to the invention of cab and of course the sharing of cabs!.

Christmas service. very innovative way of potrayin the birth of Jesus Christ. and in a way it actually brings out another point. TRUST and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE for their love ones. gd work CHC drama team. i felt so sad coz i cant be 1 of those that is carolling away @ expo and vivocity.

work on Christmas eve was alright. lots of arguement with the "rubbish bin". and i am totally nt in the mood of celebrating. drinkin cold water tryin to cool myself down. but in the end, i still cant control the emotions. damn it. tears juz keep flowing. im such a bad controller.. the phone call is bad. and the whole thing actually started even way before in the morning. i know i was in the fault. but perhaps u can try putting urself in my position. ive tried so hard. or perhaps ive tried too hard..

Christmas day. is so boring. having cg. nvm. suan le. dunwan to touch on issue on cg.

things haven been gd. u know it. and u wan to do something to it. im stuck. i dun wish to let go. but i just nid to know the truth. is the truth so difficult to be told.. or everything is juz a lie..... all i want is truth...

peepx. im fine. =)

last of all..

wish everyone a merry merry christmas and a happy new year.. =)

and of course..

Happy birthday, Jesus Christ...~

im like an idiot.

2006-12-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

bday is over. nth much. thanks to my class ppl. they actually tricked me down to school and celebrated fer me. thanks. =) so nice of u all to help me celebrate.. anyway lesson is same old boring. went hme after lesson and prepare go mit up with huifen. played badminton with wlny ppl. yongkang came down and gave me a surprise. thanks.

today. lesson is as boring as before. and im super tired. and now im feeling like an idiot. wasting my time to go search for a shirt instead of going home and have a rest before going cell grp. bought a black polo tshirt fer him. walk all ard JP juz to find 1 polo shirt. coz Giodarno polo tshirt is too common. and search fer a nice card. by the time i reach hme. it is almost time fer me to go fer cell grp. no bath, no rest and off i go fer cell grp. after cell grp, i rushed off to JE to mit him and past him the shirt and card as a surprise. but ended up, i think im the one that got surprised. im like an idiot standin there seeing him walk into the mrt jus like that to go search for his fren anxiously. i felt as though his frenz are even more impt den me. imagine leaving me standing there like an idiot @ almost 11pm.. ha. how great huh~. haiz... and all i can do is juz to get out of the mrt station and go dry my tears inside the toilet... STUPID!.... haiz.. suan le... and i dont think he realise how upset am i. coz i didnt tell him. i blog it out nt becoz i wanna let him read. but i reali nid to vent things out... sorry if u think im being unreasonable. but perhaps im juz liytdta.

nth to blog le. bye.

miserable

2006-12-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

its 7th december. once again this date had come. and i find it more n more miserable. coz i juz dun feel excited abt it anymore. feel that it is again another day. the only thing special is that. i get older and i get present. -_-" what the heck. boring.

thinking back the past 20yrs. what have i done. ha. nth much i think. purely wasting money and life away. didnt enjoy what i shld enjoy. didnt do what i shld do. and have been getting into more trouble instead.

but perhaps thats life. ar~ and the wishes are getting lesser. ha. T_T lolx. lame. think i will juz wish myself......

Happy Birthday RongPing.. =)

oops.

2006-12-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

ha! again i didnt come back again to blog. lolx. im lazy and there isnt much time fer me to come and blog. so tired. lolx..

have been practicing hard fer the captains ball competition. same little conflicts is up here and there. but overall nt that bad. but i think the main problem is the selfishness of each individual. or even tryin to show off? i duno. and sometimes it is hard to judge. and i shall nt judge.. like what the bible says in Luke 6:37 "(Jesus said:) Judge not, and you shall not be judged. Condemn not, and you shall not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven." but i believe that thru this competition we actually had learnt and gained more than we lose. and winning the match is a bonus fer everyone of us. =) cheers to POLYMER TEAM!!!

school. so far so good. boring. lolx. lesson is as boring.. haa!!! and fer me n baby. everything is fine. still as loving. or rather more loving~~ muahaha!! and finally baby is gng to ord soon! 16th dec! lol. but he nw already no nid go back camp coz he is clearing his leave. i miss him. ha. though i juz see him juz nw. lolx... every single moment.. i miss him. haa~~~~~~~

oh ya.. i gt a new hp number and oso... a new phone~ samsung d900. de slimest slide phone. ultra slim 12.9mm... haa~~ cool. and it is damn nice.. i love it... haa!!! =)

hmmm.. work is fine. kind of boring now.. and becoz of that indian woman.. everything is bad. coz of her.. things are messy. ar... im sorry. but i reali have no gd impression of her. no matter what she do. she juz puts me off. lolx!!!

k la.. i gtg le.. bye bloggie.. bye readers.. muacks baby.. =)

=)

2006-12-01T14:25:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging. pure laziness la. ha!!.. life have been the same. ups and downs. =) lazy to post everything out..

haven been seeing baby since sunday.. for the past few weeks.. it have always been liydat... argh... nvm.. after 4th dec.. we will have more time.. =)

have been busy fer the past weeks. with captains ball, quizes, work, reports.. plain boring.. ar!!! the only entertainment i had is captains ball la.. -_-"~~~ had a kbox session oso with WLNY peeps. nice 1. lolz. and i, once again keep occupyin the mike. i juz simply cant resist the temptation to sing @ kbox.. but totally cant sing @ party world. lolz. wierdo. haa!!! and there are realli a few that cant sing very well.. and oso there is this particular 1 that knows how to sing EVERYTHING.. i think give him hindu pop he oso can sing la.. haa!! justin is the most powerful la. know how to sing everything and he can help every song to sing for the accompany. lolx!!!!

hmmm, these had a test ystrday and today. ar.. nitemare.. but i think i did quite well. lolx!!! shall see how i score laterr.. lolx....

have been watchin the Project Superstar 2 on youtube. some contestants realli turn me off.. 汤灵伊 and 陈诗韵. first one keep saying she aint a bimbo. second one have a attitude with the nose pointing up right forming a 90 degree with the floor kind.. lolz!!! eeks... but i like the 陈迪雅 and 杨艳宜... but so sad that 杨艳宜 is already out..

ha. shall be back tonite! bye!

sweet, true love.

2006-11-29T15:37:00.000+08:00

A very touching story, we should always remember never to take the person in our lives for granted!

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to decrease. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.

Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question and apologised. This so-called answer made herangry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer. Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month’s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day. This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning. I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically.

I told Dew about my wife’s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad.On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old. I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.

She looked at me, astonished. Then she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. I said, Sorry, Dew, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

this is an email that i received. my tears rolled down after reading it. true love will win over all lust. thats how this couple manage to go thru that period of down valleys moment. love ur partner with true love. they might ended up becoming the one that will spent the rest of their life with u till the ends of time... =) cheerS....

baby, i'll love u more n more like never before. i'll not let those insecure thoughts to stop me from loving u. coz u are the one that i want to complete my life. love u baby.. =)

polymer team

2006-11-24T12:43:00.000+08:00

PVC, PS, ABS, GPPS..... POLYMER..

lolx. this is pure rubbish. but fun. lame cheer but im sure it will be the hottest talk of the ppl.. lolx!!! basically had captains ball competition on wednesday. and this triggers off my memories of my primary school days. ha!! have been playin netball for the whole of primary 5 & 6 life. and ended up in playing badminton for the whole of my secondary sch life. haa!!! lamelamelame!!~ but but but... why the hell am i still so big size.. damn it..!!! whatever. lolx... anyway... i love these kind of sports.. but i HATE RUNNING... i mean pure running. i hate it.. so bored! wahaha.. so aimless..

anyway, back to our POLYMER captains ball team. oh man.. i think we are realli great!!! lolz... consisting Boss (YongXiang), Bernard, Timothy, Patrick, Yatt, Nicole, Kimberly, GYM (YiMei), Meena and me... my oh my... i think we are realli power. we onli train together as a team for 1 day. 3hours. and we manage to be a strong team. wahaha!!!~ we are now fighting for the 3rd placing. yea! match most prob on the 6th dec. lolx!!! so i think on my bday. i goin to be like a ah ma walking. lolz... with all my bones going to crack.. lolz!!!!~ 我预料到比赛过后,我这个老人的骨头会散!!!!~ haha!!!~

going kbox tonite. yeah! lolz. i nid to sing. i want to sing. i have to sing. ha!!!~ i love singing... yeah.. with wlny ppl.. ha!!! =)

im loving it

2006-11-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging. well. i enjoyed myself for the past few days. i realli love it. especially the time with my baby boy and family. yep. school is fine too. but first wk of sch after elearning is bad. lolz. super lethargic. ha!!!~

well.. so far so good. hee!!!~ went to Sentosa on sunday with cg. fun. everybody is on time. but.. Sarah is late.. -_-"~ ha!!~ went to Siloso beach and had fun. tanned. ha!! tooK fotos with baby boy and justina. ha! =) after that had dinner with my parents at this chinese herb restaurant. quite nice. but very expensive!. ha~ 4 of us eat ard 200bucks. haa!! went hme after tat.

goin to have a captains ball competition tmr. ha! cool. haven been playing fer quite a long time. lolx. i love it. ha~ formed a team with my class and my buddy class ppl. kind of fun. had practice today. my muscles are aching now. and we are thinking to make monday our sports day! lolz. cool eh! ha!!~

class chalet is coming up soon! yea! and there is sure lots of party time. and we had already decided to set a night fer clubbing. whoots. finally after so long. ha! shall go another time b4 this yr ends. thinking of going MoS, Zouk, ButterFactory~~~.. ha! but think i shld be going to DXO also ba. lolx. with Leng and her frenz. nt sure of the details yet. ha!! im looking forward for the class chalet. coz im starting to love this class. the ppl. nice gang of ppl. and i look as if im the da jie jie among them. ha. i think im the oldest girl. ha!!~

work is so far so good. but ppl are quitting one by one. slowly.. i juz feel that the bonding isnt as great as before. Choiying had the same feeling with me too. and the batch of us aint as close as before. =( but nevertheless, i love working there. especially without that indian lady. ha! =x i love the ppl there. and i love the crowd there. and i love the place too. =)

hmm.. so what to blog next? ha!!~ hmmm... oh ya. had a outing celebration fer wahkeong's bday on saturday. ar~ ha! mr jason ccc make us waited fer them fer 1hour plus. -_-" me and yieping missed our last train. so i took the nite rider hme alone. coz wahkeong is driving yieping hme. yepyep. haa!

nth much le. ha! shall let the pictures talk! lolx..!!!

thats me and JUSTINA.. ha!!

took these photo on sunday. @ giant vivomart and sentosa.!

this is the photoframe i made fer baby boy for our 3rd month anniversary. hee!!!

took this secretly! haa!! on our way home from our imm trip. hee!!

nothing to do while on my way home from work! haa!!!!~

ha! having lots of fun @ work with shirley and choiying! haa~~~ and shirley is sitting INSIDE the BASIN @ the bar!! haa!!! lame leh.. lolX!!!

blessed!

2006-11-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

i had one of my happiest day ever. today. went out to have dinner with daddy, mummy, brother and YONGKANG!!! yeap yeap. so happy. like a happy family outing. had sakura buffet dinner. my mummy gave me money to take cab frm home to the place. daddy, mummy and brother in 1 cab. me and baby on another!! thats so cool eh! lolx. the buffet is so filling. and my tummy had expanded ultimate times. lolx!! after having our super filling dinner.

we went to cash convertor @ JE. and i saw this particular O2 phone that i wanted so much. it is so nice. and so much of functions. and the price was ard half of its orginial pricing. thou it is 2nd hand. but i still crave for it. coz it have so much of functions!!! shall save up. and shall wait till i fulfil this Arise & Build. den i will go get it! of course using my own pay! lolx!!

and we went into this particular shop.. and started buying perfume. dear dear wanna get 1 for himself too. coz it is selling @ halfprice!! whootS!! SALE!!! tats the word that is so tempting. lolx!!!

butbutbut. God is good!!! as we start sowing our first seed into the Arise & Build. He blessed us back!!!~ well.. fer dear dear it is more den double fold. as for me. although i had juz fulfil half of this month's pledge. but God had blessed me back more den five folds!!!!!!! oh my!!! God is realli good!!! haa~~~ and of coz He blessed my mum too as i start to sow into His kingdom. and thru my mum, both me and baby are being blessed!!!! haa!!!~~~ well.. for me i oso get a perfume too!!! and oso a hand cream, a mascara, a cow soft toy!!!!! yea~~~ lolx... haa!!! die die oso muz fulfil my this Arise & Build. =)

after shopping ard. we went home. after that send baby to the busstop. i reali enjoy the times i spent with baby. and of course. seeing how my parents are accepting him. ha!! im so excited. =)

well.. but there are of course times when we had our quarrels. juz like saturday. i think this is the 2nd time we ever had a coldwar so cold. and i juz simply walk away. and baby lighting up his cigratte again and again. but thank God that when i walk away baby immediately throw away his cigratte and came running after me. and i juz shouted into his face. i felt so bad. thou i still felt abit angry during the talk. but after thinking. i realise i realli had a bad character. thou i have been always liydat. being str8 forward. critising everything. but suddenly a thought struck me. remember once Sarah preached in the cell grp "Being str8 forward aint anything. but pure foolishness!" and also that we aint in any position to judge or critise. juz like what the bible says in Luke 6:37 "(Jesus said:) Judge not, and you shall not be judged. Condemn not, and you shall not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven."also in John 8:7b"...(Jesus said:) He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first." im not of someone without sin. thus i shall not be the one that cast out the first stone. =) everything is fine after that. we are still as loving as before! haa~ =)

yea!! bye bloggie.!

lazy

2006-11-10T15:05:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging. ar! busy. with work. working non-stop. majiam siao leh. coz of the sudden quitting of 1 full timer. and oso a parttimer. and oso. 1 of the part timer unable to work coz he kana accident. kaoz. -_-"

work fer me so far so gd. except fer that freakin idiotic customer. ar. she isnt the 1 paying yet she make so much noise. damn her. she juz waited fer her coffee fer a more den 15mins time. and she make noise. and she cant even be more understandin and realise her big grp of ppl is making the bar jam and im the onli pathetic soul managing them. 20 over ppl. me alone handling them. arsehole. i dun care abt how blardy rich u are. respect us before u wan us to respect u. ive apologised and u accusing me that i haven. bang wall la. rubbish eater. dun care. pissed off. i hate those customers who think they are very big. coz they paying money. didnt even pay a single cent and yet making so much noise. if u are the one paying den heck. but she isnt. she juz come eat and go. she dont even nid to make the order. idiot!

hvcc is getting more n more problems. all becoz of that 1 person. she had caused everyone of us so pissed off. with her ard. means more trouble. and she is becoming more n more touchy now. blardy. touch me 1 more time. i will scream my head off u! like a clown liydat. no wonder vincent look as if he is gng to whack her. ha!!'

dear came over to my hse on sunday, monday and thursday. lolx. he is so excited la! lolx. cute baby. especially yestrday. he came over for dinner. mummy ask whether he wanna come anot. lolx. =)

doing the elearning. sian. lagging like nobody business. haiz. lazy to blog le. bye!

lazypig

2006-11-03T13:04:00.000+08:00

call me lazy. im super lazy to blog. haa! not much time to blog. haa!. everyday online. but im juz pure lazy to come into blogspot.com to type somethings. *slap!!!!

these few days i should say are a few days that i find it so difficult to pass. but yet. time juz pass so fast. had a big quarrel with baby. and i made him real angry. but things work out well. we are happily together again. =)

oh ya. tcc @ bugis is cool. it is the fave hangout fer me n baby. went there tat day after cell grp outing. and i was stunned by the decoration in conjuction for the Halloween! cool.. the "people" are realli scary. haa!!!

and i saw somebody that i had wanted so much to forget. and yet he juz walked past me juz liydat. nvm. he is juz a history. =( however. memories do comes back. but im contented with what i have now. im not juz contented. im super satisfied. =)

baby went for a out field. so i simply missed his voice sooooooooo much... and the last time i saw him is saturday.. it is the longest ever period that i haven seen baby. miss him so much.. =)

argh. my tooth had been tramautise. working on sunday and perhaps im too tired or like what Celeste said, " her reaction too fast la. thats why!" haa!! well... what actually happen was, i ran out to actually chase the customer as she had left her phone in the shop... and on the way back. a irritating staff come and pester me what happen. and so happen that a customer called me.. after that i juz walked into the door. banging my front tooth super hard on the door. and causing the door to have 2 deep scratches by my tooth.. -_-"~ dotx la... and my tooth hurts.. haiz... =(

regards the irritating staff. im soso irrtated by her. to the extend that i almost scream @ her for all the stupid mistakes she is making. im sorry but it is hitting my limit. even though she had a super duper sad story of her family. but im not goin to care. coz it doesnt give her a reason to have this kind of working attitude. had been workin in HV Coffeeclub for 2mths plus. till now, there isnt anything that can realli put me off.. she is the first.. and there is a second 1. a supervisor that was from other branch that gt transfer over. he is realli gettin on my nerve. keep complaining on the sales and things. the way he order ppl ard. sucks!...

zzz.. think i go catch some slp first... bye!

im sorry.

2006-10-31T00:45:00.000+08:00

i hate myself. i hate myself for saying those things. i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!

our love.

2006-10-30T12:59:00.000+08:00

lolx. keerling said. put more chiobu and yandao pictures. lolx! okok.. some more chiobu and yandao pictures coming up. ha!!!~ dont complain la.. hokkien got this saying "mai huam shi buay pai la~~~~" ha!! thus, ENJOY!!!! =)~

first on the list, of course is the chiobu la!! the star blogger! wahaha!! *self-proclaimed star blogger* whatever. ~ lolz.

lolx. i juz love these photo. especially the first 2~~ haa!!! having a great time cam-whoring on saturday. lolx! cool hor!!!~~ wahahaha!! =x

nxt on the list is of course my MAN!

hmmm.. why is he pouting?!!?!?... haa!! i duno oso.. juz a candid shot la.. hee!~!! =D~ still so cute and shuai when he pout~~ 帅呆了!! =)

lastly, not to forget our pictures!!!! =)

our love. dear is trying to act cool in the first photo eh?! ha!!! and he is trying to lick me in the second photo.. faints!!! lolx!!!

back

2006-10-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

somebody complaint that my blog is full of words and requested that i have more photos up here. lolx! =) here comes all the photo. activatived MMS for my line today and sent the pictures to my email and here comes the pictures! =) pictures that are fully filled with LOVE!!!!~ muacks! =)

personally i dont know why this man of mine love to "disfigure" himself to become so skinny. erm. ha! i mean he is already skinny and yet he still suck in and make his face look more skinny and make me look EXTRA CHUBBY!! faint. lolx. i think i look nice in that pic. oops!!! =)
and i simply love to BLEAH him~ and he always threaten to bite my tongue. =D haa!!! thats so painful isnt it! ha. but he look kind of cool in there isnt it! oh man. he is my guy. my guy is COOL leh!!!!~~~
finally a decent photo? ha!! nah.. trying to make some funny faces ya? ha! silly baby of mine. and yes. i look super duper CHUBBY in the 3rd foto. can someone extract out all my FATS!?!! ha!~

my man is actually very cute isnt it?! aint him charming? oh my!~ he got the height, he got the looks! and he got the ..... haa!!~ =x he is so charming~ im fainting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haa!!! you know what??? this classmate of mine.. well, is a HE!!! anyway... he declare that my man is so damn charming! oops!! ha!! and i have alot of ppl coming to me and tell me that my man is so handsome~ *blush~* ha! dear, im so PROUD of YOU!!!

end it.

2006-10-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

i had enuf. indeed the previous post had attracted alot of faithful readers comment. and 1 of the comment being made seems to be against me. fine. hey pal. u haven been thru the mental torment, the emotional hurts and stuffs. u arent there when things were being said and done. with regards my disapperance from SPCO. i have state it clear. i nid time fer my studies and work. yes. im not in any financial lack. but i have to work. im not a rich kid. but im neither a poor kid. i juz want to work hard for myself. and with regards of me shunning away all the concern of u ppl, im not shunning. and neither am i accepting them them. coz i had receive enuf betrayal from close friends. so close so close. resulting in the outcome of the guard i have. and why Leng was able to be so close to me.. most and foremost, she is the only fren in SPCO that knows exactly what i want. no contacting meaning cutting off all ties, dude. unresponsibilty. yes. indeed. im not being a very responsible VP. nt attending practice. i have my own reason why im not attending. to u, it might not be one. but i have my own priorities. like what i said. i set my own priorites. studies, church and work definately will come b4 my CCA. but i do make it a point and tell u in advance when i cant make it for practices. as for holidays practices, from what i know the teachers aint there. thus im not attending it. when sch reopen, i believe everyone knows that im goin fer operation. and i believe i have told most ppl in SPCO very earli that i cant attend the practice. ive not grudges abt u or anyone. but i juz hate the way u accuse me. i dun have the need to explain to u on everything that i do. u aint my parents... i dun even explain every action to my bf.. do u think i will nid to explain everything to everyone of u?! i know my tone isnt good and it is damn shit obvious on who im referring. i dun wan to become what my previous comm become. im trying hard to attend every practices i can when sch reopen. im having objections that neither one of u will ever face.. i juz simply dont wish to share out.. it isnt me not trusting anyone of u.. but im juz not of someone that will share my problems. and i hate to. i dun wish to attend the nxt combine prac having to face u and answer to everything and making myself looks like im the one in fault or u the one in fault. why have i come to this point and decide to prioritise my prioties again coz i have realise how much i have wasted... time and money... 1 year in secondary and 1 year in polytechnic is of so much difference.. 1 year in polytechnic means 1000+ bucks fees. and i am going to waste a total of 4years in polytechnic studying something that i know for sure that i will never ever do when i go into the working world. and if u know how much ur parents are paying every semester for ur polytechnic... u will know... 4years of polytechnic fees aint small... perhaps that explain why i have to work and provide for my needs. and i have to earn money fer my future studies. im blogging things down not to get responses from anybody but juz to voice out whats on my mind. thats it. bye

oops!

2006-10-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

apology to those sincere readers of my blog. im juz too lazy to blog fer the past 2 wks. busy with school and work. not to forget. my stupid wisdom tooth. causing me so much trouble. ha! thus i promise this post will be a super long one. but also. reflects my deepest thought. and im sure ppl will get pissed off with what im going to say abt certain things. but they are juz my inner thoughts. and if anybody is pissed with what im gng to say. den forget it. im juz statin my feeling. im sorry but i jus cant help to feel the way im feeling.

first to start off~ SP Musical. went on Saturday nitex. enjoyed myself. the musical is great. well done SP Musical. it realli reflects the teenagers now. a heartwarming musical. i love watchin musical! it is so nice. =) wore the skirt. and baby is so so excited. lolx. but the saddening thing is, the HAZE. it is realli so bad that baby felt so sick. =( went home after musical.

service on sunday. had pastamania @ bugis after tat. and once again. my tears dropped. i onced said. the guy that ever make my tears dropped is never worth my love @ all.. especially after so much hurt that i have been thru.. but i think this isnt so for baby. i cried coz i felt so bad. for always bullying baby. hurting him and get "scolding" by him. and feel bad coz of baby's "scolding" and thus cried. i cried coz i hate myself for being so abusive. and also.. i reali dont like the way baby "scold" me ba. it isnt scolding. but those reprimanding. coz i dont like that feeling. maybe just like what Pastor Kong said, we tend to be more vulnerable in front of our partner... and i juz cant control my tears.. nevertheless, after venting my tears out... we had a gd lunch and went to work. tiring.

regards SPCO.. i have alot of feelings.. mixed feelings rather... i dun feel the sense of belonging anymore.. SPCO have become a place that i feel so unfamiliar.. the way things happen.. it is making me feeling more n more sick of it.. ppl might say its becoz i haven been goin for practice... ya. i admit that i haven been attending the practices.. but have ppl put themselves in my shoes... looking @ things from my point of view... and instead of talkin behind me and having wild gueses that im skippin pract to spent time with baby.. i duno.. or even saying str8 into my face tellin me that my priorities aint right anymore.. i think my priorities are being set by me.. it isnt for anyone else to decide.. ive been in SPCO since im in sec4.. and now, im suppose to be in my last semester in SP.. ive been in SPCO for at least a good 4 years... im considered the oldest in SPCO now.. to be frank.. ever since Leng graduated... my strength to continuing on in SPCO had gone downhill.. she have been my pillar of strength for me thru my academic yr being the president.. now that she had left.. i felt so alone.. yes. there are other friends in there.. but they aint those that have went thru thick and thin with me.. they dont even understand me.. to be frank.. i doubt anyone understand me so well.. but sad to say... i juz feel that ive drifting apart from Leng.. issit due to the reason that im attached and thus i have no time for them?? this is the reason they gave when i asked why i aint called for to any outings.. to be frank it hurts.. am i so easily forgotten.. to me now , SPCO is not the same SPCO to me anymore... upcoming concert.. dates have been changed again and again. of course nobody can be blamed.. but it have become a pt that im sick of it.. excited to disappointment.. cancellation of concert dates due to tons of reasons.. exam period for SP Students, exam period for guest musicians, member or guest musicians or alumnis unable to make it on the initial planned date, CO not up to standard, conductor not free due to performance or unable to book the convention hall.. perhaps this CO is too much of welfare?... SPCO is a place whr i went thru my darkest ever period in my life of studies... all those deeply engraved scars that are in me... are still aching... the emotional hurts and mental torture.. though mould me into a stronger person.. but it had also mould me into a more heartless human.. objections have been coming from everywhr.. lecturers, parents, friends... even my lecturers are against me being so involved in my cca. and causing my studies to suffer.. yes.. though i said b4 im not interested in my course anymore.. but still i have to complete it.. somehow or rather i start to regret joinin SPCO and thinkin why im not one of those that will leave... my studies had suffered so much.. even Mr Ng asked me why did i bring Xinjie in when i had been thru so much of things in SPCO... it set me thinking.. am i wrong to bring her in.. am i pushing her into the fire.. or maybe @ that point of time, my mentality is to help SPCO grow.. my heart have grew cold.. i can only officially wash my hands clean from SPCO after this semester.. and let this be a memory in me..

regards the friends i had in SPCO.. there is this grp of friends that i held on so dearly to my heart.. but yet now they have mostly graduated... and i seem to be drifted away.. reasons given by them, im too busy to entertain them.. coz i nid to go out with my baby.. yes. indeed there are times whrby im realli very busy.. but.. they had assumed that i will choose baby over them.. having said that they understands me well... i doubt so... to be frank, the feeling stings.. it is juz like how im feeling when goin thru the committee problems durin the old times.. both grp of ppl are those that i had held so dearly to my heart.. yet im jus someone that walked in and out of their life.. and easily forgotten... it hurts... perhaps ive changed.. or perhaps they have changed.. i duno... i would take it that ive changed...

having some emtional release... tears flowin down is never what i enjoyed... having said so much.. i believe there bound to be ppl that are truely disappointed with how i felt or even angry with me.. so be it.. i cant please everybody.. and i dun wan to live my life juz to please everybody... i have my life.. im the controller of my life.. i have the right to decide which button i wanna press.. sorry to disappoint anyone.. sorry to make anyone of u angry.. but i realli meant what i say.. i dun nid to hide and i dunwan to hide....

thru these few days.. ive went thru some rough patches with my parents.. had this panic attack and it almost caused my life if it wasnt my cousin who helped calm me down.. im not sure why... but i'll always get these attacks.. and i totally cant control my limps and breathing... sound like some fits attack.~ ha.! never mind..

nevertheless, had Sakae Sushi ystrday with baby. his treat!~ and i went to Bugis to surprise baby.. never did i noe he was there actually to buy a surprise for me!!! ha! and i spoilt his plan~~ hee!!! well.. we went to TCC to rot for another hour b4 heading home.. baby sent me home... thanks... =) anyway he didnt buy the surprise that day.. lolx!!! =x

to end my post.. perhaps shall post some pictures.. lolx!!! juz some random pictures la.. oh ya!! not to forget, i actually mit up a gal frm wlny and bought a bag from her... 16bucks.. hmm... seeing the bag... diaox.. very small la.. but nevermind la.. suan le..

this is the bag.. lolx.. it looks big here.. but in actual fact.. it is super small!!!~~ haa~~~ nevermind.. maybe can try use it fer a few times see how ba~~ lolx!!!

cut my hair on the day of my operation... the hair look a bit kuku!!! haa~~ i mean i look abit kuku!! haa!!! nevermind.. lolx!!!~ taken using Felicia's fone...

thats me and singyee. POS mate. and also Holland Village Coffee Clubbers~~ haa!! =) she was actually doing duty and i make her take photo with me.. once again.. it is using Felicia's fone!! haa!!!

last but not least me and baby~ =) he juz look so great~~haa!! i look like a nerd!! faint!! lolx.. =)

high high high! im high!

2006-10-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

bloggie bloggie...!!! im super excited ystrday and today.. coz i manage to spend time with baby.. haa!!! hee!!!! though the time nw is already 1am.. but i muz muz muz blog finish!! hee~~~!!!

as for friday. went for lesson. feelin much better. had cg. argh! donut!.. i had quite a few.. temptation.! *slap myself!!!* went hme after cg. cant slp. miss my baby terribly. i miss hugging him. i think im addicted to baby. coz if i dun get my regulary dosage of baby's care, love, voice... i cant slp... l0lx!!!!

wake up @ ard 12. baby called and ORDERED me to get out of my bed. l0l. but, me the usual old me. laze on bed somemore.. cover myself tightly with my blanket.. continue to snooze till 1230 den drag myself out. on the laptop and start my daily routine.. and i prepare myself extra earli fer bible study. grr!! but still... im LATE!!!! *slaps myself 100times!!!* service was great. but feeling abit strange initially. coz after so long of mushy loving sermons that pst had preached. of coz. im tremendously blessed by the marriage sermon.. and the service on saturday is great too!!! after service went bugis have dinner. and shop ard @ bugis street. within 30mins. 39bucks gone. and i gt myself a skirt and jacket! lolx. ohohoh!! i forget to mention that i kissed Yuening on her cheeks and LIPS!!! oops.. in front of foyer 2... i duno y... but i juz kissed her.. oops.. sorry baby... dun jealous.. haa!! it is sososo funny!! lolx... i think i seriously gone mad... haa!! went hme.. and i cant get to slp.. baby fell aslp. lolx. and so like what i said juz nw.. due to the addiction of baby.. i cant slp when i didnt get the daily dosage of baby's voice especially.. thus.. i twist and turn in bed.. read thru all the smses baby sent me.. and admire thru all the pictures we tooK... finally i get some slp..

but... the nxt thing i know... i have to wake up le... having work @ 12...~~ reach work place. work was boring. coz suddenly felt so lost.. haa!!! and sad.. coz baby is slping @ hme.. and me.. working so hard.. and my cheek is swoLLEN!!!! eeks!!!!~~~ den baby is so bad.. haa! coz he bluff me say he gng to rot at hme and nt want to come find me.... !!!!but but but.. my day is brightened up suddenly... coz.... baby came!!! and he surprised me!! coz i realli thought he gonna stay at hme and leave me @ workplace and make me go hme alone... hee!!! love him..~~~ so baby waited fer me to finish work.. den off we went to meet Esley, Xiuli and Junxiang @ jurong east. and i jux keep hugging him. coz i miss his hugs. ha!! anyway. we had dinner. den went to IMM~~ hee!! shop shop shop~~ oops.. there goes my money again... baby left for hme first coz he is too tired.. and he gt to wake up real earli tmr.. =) yaya!! and im very excited nw... coz im gng to mit rubez and sharon tmr!!! yea!! i missed the POS mates.. so long never fellowship with them la.. i miss Phileo and Jason askin me to stop talkin~~ wahaha!!! lalala!! kk.. tats all fer my blog.. ~~

realli. he is my daily dosage of vitamins. and he is vitamins. nt drugs! lol. he had realli done alot for me. seeing his sacrifices, my heart melts. and thus, im willing to make changes fer him. wearing a skirt is a definately NO-NO fer me. wakin up extra earli juz to give ppl morning call is definately an impossible fer me. but i did both. i bought a skirt and i wake up every morning on time to give him morning call. i even promised him to get more skirt when i get my pay. of coz. the love that he showered me is realli genuine. and lots have spoken abt him.. abt hw gd is he to me.. and i am so so happy.. coz he is the one.. my baby! haa!! love ya~~~ muacks!!

updates.

2006-09-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging these few days.. coz very lazy la.. last saturday didnt attend bible study. was late. lol. went for service.. seeing all the married couples renewing their vows.. wow.. so touching.. almost cried. after service.. i made baby angry. coz i hit him very hard on his stomach.. den he gt so pissed off and pushed away my hand when i try to apologise to him. and i gt so sad. and i couldnt control my emotions and cried. i juz follow him and took my bag and walk off without telling anybody. den baby came and chase after me. and realise that im weeping.. he pulled me to a corner and comfort me. and he even apologise to me even though it wasnt his fault.. it make me realise that it was always me that is being so unreasonable and always bullying him den get angry with him and make him look like the one who is at fault.. and he jus hugged me tightly and keep apologising to me.. after tat i quickly clear up my tears and went off to find our members. had dinner @ bedok85. went home after tat.

went for service on sunday. last lesson on Making Marriage Works series.. once again seein all the married couples renewing their vows... it is so touching... after service, baby went to get a stalk of rose fer me.. so sweet... but i keep sayin him no sincerity... lolx!!!! and after tat we get another 1 fer sarah.. =) went for iceskating for cell grp outin. and it scared the hell out of me.!!! i keep screaming and laughing like a dolphin.. ha!!!~and i keep falling down... i almost cried there.. coz i too scared le... was super tired after that.... fall aslp while the rest eating dessert... den baby sent me home first....

went to sch on monday. boring la. after that went to coffeeclub and eat. lol.. went back fer lesson... den go back fer work... did closing.. was super tired.... work was fine. nth much.. haa!!!

tuesday went fer lesson fer 1hr.. den go hme. lol... suppose to mit singyee to have dessets @ coffeeclub.. but cant get her..... grrrr!!!! den i juz went home... had my 2nd last meal... KFC 2pieces chicken.... l0l..!!!! den awhile later fell aslp... haa!!! wake up @ ard 8pm and had my last meal......... slp @ ard 1230am.....

didnt have any water intake since 1140pm.. went for wednesday morning lesson.. waked baby up... but he didnt pick up my call even after my 10mins of flooding... ended up i waked his sister up.. so paiseh... den i after tat couldnt realli get into slp... and toss ard... rest a while.. wake up @ ard 710am and get ready fer lesson... had my surgery after lesson.. ard 1150am.. was put under general anaesticia.... and i slp all the way... cool!! haa~~ but the after effect is bad!!!!!! very giddy... haa!!! went hme after tat and fell aslp... swallow porridge... l0l and had half tub of icecream!!!!!!!!!!!!! haa~~~ slp @ ard 2am... had my hair cut! hee....

wake my baby up.. but agin.. he didnt wake up.. lolx... and i fell aslp calling him!!! lolx... and i slp slp slp all the way till 2pm~~ haa!!!! wake up... online till nw.. watching youtube the whole day... did nth much.. swallow porridge again... and finish de icecream.. whooo!!!! fell aslp @ ard 7+pm... wake up @ ard 9pm.. haa!!!~~~~ and here i m blogginG!!! =)

seriously, i miss my baby... missed his hugs and kisses... however this wk pass very fast.. i'll be able to see him tmr le!!!! yeah~~~~~ hee!!!! and i realli loOking forward for the day fer me to go remove stitches.. l0l.. so tat i can realli eaT!!! haa~~~

and also.. there was this day... was on the phone with baby. didnt know why.. but we juz talk abt me crying on saturday.. actually it wasnt the first time that i cried.. juz tat before that.. i juz keep to myself and try to calm myself down.. so was telling baby abt it.. and told him actually it is very easy to see tat i am unstable and wanna cry kind... coz i rarely become very quiet suddenly... like one moment super hyper.. nxt moment super quiet.. as if i dun exist kind... well... the onli possibility is becoz i feel like crying or im actually very tired... after hearing that.. my baby actually cried.. coz he blame himself for always making me sad and even make me cry.. i felt so touched.. and i cry together with him. i reali duno why did i actually cry.. but tears jus rolled down.. seriously.. i think is his sincerity that touched me.. and having sometimes, some ppl juz doubt the relationship between the 2 of us.. i kind of get pissed off.. firstly, it is realli none of their business and secondly, they are not me. they have seen hw much he had done fer me.. and hw he always give in to me when i start to anyhow throw my temper and be unreasonable.. he had always been so nice to me.. trying hard to surprise me.. but always kana exposed by me.. haa!! =x but nevertheless... no words can describe how much i love him. no reasons can explain my love for him. no instrument can measure the love i had for him. nothing.. nothing in this world can ever replace him.. my one and only baby, my one and only cow, my silly old cow... =)

oops!

2006-09-23T12:36:00.000+08:00

oops.! once again laziness ruled over me.. haven been blogging. mainly becoz also very busy.. working~~ lol...

last friday. workin also. 12noon to 430pm. im totally drench. basically that day is a rotting day. lol. after work went for cell grp. baby didnt come coz he gt some dinner thing. went home after tat.

saturday service. after service went to airport to meet up with jonathan. den gO hme. super tired.

sunday. attend morning service oso. after that went make-up cell with baby. den gO hme. had performance. boring.

monday. work. doing bar. hmm.. actually nt realli.. haa~~~ had fun la.. tuesday. doing br oso. closing by myself~ coOOL~~~~~ haa!! stress... lolx..

wednesday. no work. suppose to gO sch pay fees. but ended up too lazy. so nv... ended up mit up my baby. had dinner with him @ Bugis.. after tat walk ard... ended up @ National Library reading magazine. den went home.

thursday. workin opening shift. Vincent is late again. lol~~~ doing bar. wah. super slack. sit down there slp. read magazine. suan Vincent. lolx.!~ totally nth to do. but the time pass very fast. had role-play. grRR! sucks. afterwhich rush down to SP to pay the fees! finally. went back to Holland Village and mit up with baby... had dinner there. feeling very unwell.. breaking into cold sweats... coz super tired... the nite b4 i slept @ 4+am.... anyway.. work again... from 8pm to closing. totally stoning... baby came and had Ice Coffee... haa!!! baby.. not i dO de... lol.. is my fren... hmmm.. den serve him.. brought him into coffeeclub and all of them keep smiling @ me.. those sheepish smile.. and even got ppl thought he is my brother~~~ saying coz we loOk alike~~~ lolx!!! after that... Vincent knock off.. and he become a customer.. lolx!!! and his friend is so the funny.. she wanted to have strawberry shortcake and she translate it to chinese..草莓短蛋糕.... i almost faint on the spot... lolx!!!! went home... slp @ ard 3am...

friday.. work morning shift again~~~... tiring... till 530pm... stayed there till ard 630pm... had my dinner... and ordered some lite bites.. calamari rings and polenta chix bits.. shared with Qixian, Tom, Dominic. haa!!!! they are workin @ that time. and i already clock-out. having their break anyway.. after which. mit up with baby. went for cell grp. im soso tired that i fell aslp on the bus to Esley hse. and i fell aslp @ her hse!!! lolx!!!!~~ after cell grp. went home. slp @ ard 1am~~~ haa!!!!

=)smilex.

2006-09-15T10:24:00.001+08:00

training on tuesday is oK. work is fine too. extend my working hours till closing due to the lack of ppl. closin was super fast. everything by 1210am was already finished. thus we left @ ard 1240am. reach hme. bath. and watch dvd awhile den quickly slp le.

suppose to gO baby's hse. but baby's mum was at home again~ lolx. thus we decided to juz mit up and go out walk.... had lunch @ army market. took a bus to bugis. walk ard. den to town to loOk for baobei Esley. hme sweet hme. had subway fer dinner. finish watchin the dvd. so touching. cried~ lolx... slp @ ard 3+am.

wake my baby up @ 554am. and he wake me up @ 10am. went to work. had fun. but tiring. extend till 7pm. baby came n fetched me. hee! went to meet baobei Esley @ JP. had dinner @ jurong church. had the dried banmian~ yeah!! it is nt the banmian tat im allegic to! lolx. went Pioneer Mall rotx ard. hme sweet hme. rots rots rots. watch tv coz no more dvd le. ha..

i realli feel very fortunate to have baby in my life. he is forever so loving to me. and he will always nag me for slping late and skipping meals. thanks. he will always give in to me even when it is my fault. thanks baby.

oh ya. result is out. but i cant check. however Jialin saw my result in the school's notice board. statin that i pass everything! whoots! so.. meaning i no more repeating! haa~~~ =) yeaH!!!

monday blues. ilovetoday

2006-09-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

well. suppose to wake up earlier to go to baby's hse and continue my afternoon nap. lolx. but ended up baby's mum was at home. thus we decided to mit up.

mit baby 4pm @ Bugis. i had my lunch. den baby had popiah. after which we went to take neoprint~ haa!! actually baby dun like to take neoprint. but he still took it with me. haa!!! thanks baby. hmm. shall post them up soon. haa!! took bus to Holland Village. put my bag @ Coffeeclub. den after that went to rot ard with baby. he keep whackin me.. grrr!!!! used to be me that is always bullying u. biting him, hitting him, pushing him.... ha! nw he takin revenge sia!! faint~~ lolx. start work @ 7pm. baby came and had a drink. hee!!!~...

overall work is okay. juz that duno issit coz 2nd floor is packed with ppl. thus the aircon is nt that strong. or issit that the aircon nt working. lol. i was sweating all over. lol. and im doing food runner. thus... 2nd level to 3rd level to 2nd level to 1st level.. whatever.!! ha!!~~........

went home. took 7 to clementi with Qixian and Dominic. mit Justin and Ed @ Pioneer Mall mac for supper. after eating. talk rubbish fer a while. den i gO home. walk home alone.. T_T... so scary.. ha!!!~~~

reach home. finish watching disc 5 and slp slp slp till juz nw 1pm den wake up! ha! now gt to prepare for work! bye~~~ had trainin @ 4pm...

tiring days

2006-09-11T12:33:00.000+08:00

finally camp is over. though it is tiring. but i enjoy it. fun. thanks to the camp comm ppl! u ppl done a great job! =)

went hme on friday and slp.... wake up @ ard 445pm. ended up i couldnt make it to tanah merah to mit baby in time. so mit him @ Redhill. den waited fer the rest. went for cell grp. after that had dinner @ the redhill market. den go home.

saturday. serve for choir. service is great. and i cant help but keep crying. indeed saying "i love you" to some ppl that hurts me are realli difficult. sayin these 3 words to my parents, my brother, my father side relatives. is so so difficult. heard from baby that he cried too. after service he came over and gave me a hug and peck on my forehead. =) and i felt so much better.

after service went to GuoRong's bday celebration @ Pasir Ris Holiday Flat. so many ppl there. all dunO de.. eat a bit of things there. den took pic den go hme. baby took train with us. den alight @ Aljunied. we took de last train. slp on the train all the way. reach hme. HUNGRY~~~ so...... Mac Delivery~ haa!

sunday. had work. 3pm till closing. almost 12hours. my legs are breakin. comments on the new full time staff shall not be made. yes. bad ones actually. ha!!... after work took the company cab back home. im the 2nd last to get off. suppose to be me. ha! but we make Vincent to be the last. coz he is de onli guy. lolx..

reach home. check mails and stuffs... den bath.... slp @ ard 4am... tired sia.. and i juz wake up nt long ago. suppose to go to baby's hse. but his mummy @ home. ha~~~~ shall wait and see hw....

still got work later. 7pm - 11pm. whoo~~ thank God sia. i this week no closing shift~ haa!!! lalalala~~~ thats all ba~~ bye!!!

imissmycow

2006-09-08T02:14:00.000+08:00

have been in sch since tuesday. haven been seein baby since tuesday. haiz. so sad. den baby gonna be on stand by on Saturday. so might not be goin service. haiz... realli pray that he isnt activated la. haiz.. think this is the 2nd time that i didnt manage to mit up with baby for so long. ha!!! and i realli realli miss him. haiz....

sian.. have been in sch since tuesday. haiz... didnt slp on tuesday nite. slp thru out wednesday nite frm ard 1am till nxt day 1pm~ haa!!! tired la.. lolz.. watch dvd the whole afternoon. den had bbq steamboat @ marina. den back to sch. b4 that went to 7-11 @ clementi. coz all craving for alcohol. lolx. den here im. juz finish watchin the dvd and blogging nw. juz too boring~ haa! lolx..

yeah~~~

baby. i miss u sooo much haiz......

updates

2006-09-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

hmm. bloggin in sch nw. ha! well coz having SPCO camp. hee.. very slpy leh. haa!!!~

monday. 4th Sep 2006. our 1st month anniversary. times realli flies. ha!! but we didnt really celebrate it.. haiz. coz he cant take leave. anyway. wake up @ ard 12 in the afternoon. clear my room till neat neat. haa! den went to mit Xinjie & Wenna @ Orchard. walk ard fer a while. went aljunied mit my baby. accompany him fer dinner. den go hme. went clementi to buy shampoo and stuff for camp. hme sweet hme. watch dvd till almost 6am den slp.

tuesday. wake up at ard 1plus. den pack my bag den go sch. reach ard 420pm. den went to work @ ard 530pm. tiring. 230am den reach back sch. den rotx... watch dvd thruout. ha! didnt slp...

wednesday. bath @ ard 7am.. den slp awhile den go performance le. ha!! thruout today rot. practice. slp~ haa! yeah. den here i m blogging.

nth to blog le. haa! bye~~~

baby. i love u. i miss u so much. =( muacks!~ *hugs!

another wk gones. rotting again.

2006-09-02T03:34:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging. super lazy. especially with my spoilt keyboard. lol. more lazy. haven been doing anything much actually. rottin at hme everyday. chiong o2jam~ lolx.. boliao sia!!!

last wkend is a very emotional wkend for me. pissed off. shall nt elaborate much. and i cried on sunday. ha! basically felt so NOT appreciated. and felt that i shouldnt be the 1 that gt reprimanded for an act of some others. as for the cg outing. not much comments abt it. and everything triggers off my emotional side juz liydat.. tears juz drop dwn without anybody realising it.. and i throw my temper @ my baby.. yes. im angry with my baby too. coz he didnt protect me when he was supposed to. and oso coz he kind of scolded me in a tone that is too fierce for me to take. and also coz he didnt send me hme. im soso tired and pissed off with everything and i can juz do nth and juz weep. but things gt cleared up between me and baby. and the words tat he said realli touched me alot. and once again. i weep. ha! this time in joy and happiness.

didnt manage to go to pioneer mall to help Ed celebrate his 26th bday! oops. sorry. lolx. happy bday anyway. gt scolded by my mum for being out everyday till wee hours. basically, i juz dun feel like stayin @ hme. to me, it aint a home. but a cage. but since im living under the roof of my parents. den i shall keep my mouth shut and listen to them.

monday. stayed at hme till ard 7pm and left hme for Bugis. mit up with SP POS ppl. and again. ive to answered for some problems. although it isnt my problem. but again. ive to answer for it. however in this case, i felt more willing to answer for it as it wasnt the kind of "person involved knows the consequences and other ppl will be dragged into it" problem. thus, im more den willing to answer for it. basically the gatherin is for post-celebration of Phileo's bday. had pastamania. den proceed to Paradiz Centre for pool session. left @ ard 1120pm.

tuesday. mit up my baby @ PS for movie. dragged him out of his hse. coz he having off. lolx. basically is becoz im too lazy to travel all the way to Aljunied to his hme. lolx. and i kind of regretted watchin the movie. Ghost Game. coz it is horrible. im so scared till i basically hug my baby thru out the movie and i keep pinching him! lolx. went hme by 174.

wednesday. suppose to attend co prac. but both my sectional teacher and conductor are nt coming. so i stayed at hme and rot rot rot. mit up with Esley fer dinner @ LJS JP. bought a belt. went Pioneer Mall again and have some chats.

thursday. wake up earli went back to Juying Secondary School and visit my teachers. Mr Lum and Mr Micheal. and i simply love Mr Lum. although he make me so malu... he shouted "Zhu Rong Ping!!" in the staff room and all the teachers turned and loOk @ me.. -_-"~ dotx.. anyway.. had long chats with them and managed to get their number. coz Mr Lum is leaving JYSS nxt june. dotx. went hme. and i was in a dilemma on whether shld i stay at hme or go to baby's hse. but im juz too tired and lazy to gO out so slpslpslp!... wake up and get ready for work. basically work is fine. and the supervisor Vincent is SHUAI.. but he is married. ha! and everything is goin very fine till this kuku customer trying to show their power.

sucks! i dont care a damn on are u paying the blardy 10% service charge anot!! and for ur blardy info! im nt the 1 pocketing the 10%.. it is the company. duhx! cant u use ur pair of super duper f. big eyes see that im the onli pathetic soul on the floor and cant u juz wait for ur coffee patiently... -_-"~ grr. spoilt my day.

anyway Singyee did something that make me keep laughin. when i was abt to leave. Vincent is smoking outside and he is askin whr do i live. so i juz reply him and wanted to leave. as i decide to walk the back alley... he gt curious and asked "hey whr u gng." so i juz pointed my way and turn and walked off. and Singyee replied "ohh~~ she gO park tou~~" diaoz.. i turned and loOk @ her with a "huh!!! diaodiaodiao~~~~" face.. and Vincent stared @ us with a "HUH!??!?!"~" face. well... the explanation i gt frm his face is either "huh. im asking whr u gng. y u gng this alley. den u tell me she go park tou for what?" or "huh.... park tou @ this kind of HOUR?!?!" and for goodness sake.. it is already 1120pm. ha!!!~ mit up with Esley @ Dover and went to Pioneer Mall fer supper.

friday. wake up @ ard 145pm. did songsheet. and yes. with nth on it... and realli. nobody realise abt it. ha! see!~~~ hw appreciating is de cg. *dry laughing* mit Esley and Meifong for dinner @Gekpoh. den went JP. Esley buyin ring. and the Perlini Silver guy is so lame. ha! waited for baby and went for cg. actually wanted to go tanah merah and give baby a surprise. but im too late. grrr.. anyway... went to Pioneer Mall again after cg. mit Justin and Ed. played O2Jam. den go hme.

tmr. having BS and service. nt sure gng whr after that. maybe juz have dinner den go hme. i nid rest. having work the nxt day frm 12-4. miting POS frens at ard 7 @ coffeeclub HV again to visit Singyee. thinking of what to do in the meantime. shall see hw. and i nid rest nw. bye bloggie.

baby. i love u for who u are. i dont love u with any reason. coz loving u doesnt need any reason. thanks for showing me so much care and concern and also the unconditional love from u.thanks baby. 1month is soon over. and i reali pray that we will continue counting the days, months or even years. love u baby.

oopx

2006-08-25T16:44:00.000+08:00

sorry YUENING! l0lx. ok. i shall start blogging. lolx. was super lazy. lolx. hee!!! finally i finish my exam le. lolx.! yes. holiday!! whootS!!! basically. for the past few days. i have been studying, playing, rotting! lolx ha!!

on monday. wanted to gO pioneer mall study. but too lazy. study a bit at hme. play o2jam. rot rot rot. nth much oso.

tuesday went to pioneer mall study saw Jiaxin there. super long never see her. catch up with her abit and i realise that a person can be changed into someone that we never expect it... but whats over is over. no pt dwellin over it. den had TCS with the wholivesnearyou ppl after i finish studying @ 10pm. chit chat with them till 11plus den gO hme.. make my baby super angry.. haiz.. cant realli slp after tat.

wednesday. wake up den onli read thru a bit of the notes den go sch. was late fer paper. the paper is soso. can pass can le. or rather.. i can pass this sem i very happy le. i had enuf of retaining. sucks! after paper. gO computer lab a while den went to mit baby @ tanah merah. had dinner @ geylang~ beef horfun!.. den after tat gO the beach near kallang stadium.. sit @ the shore there.. relax... nice place to sit n talk... =) and we didnt even realise that 2hrs juz past liydta! and the water is raising so fast. and b4 i realise. i already step into the water. grRrr.. so we gO toilet wash my jeans and shoes. den baby help me dry my shoEs will i inside cubicle wash my jeans. den suddenly gt a gal came in!! lolx.. den i thinK baby n the gal very paiseh. den baby went in to guys toilet help me continue to dry my shoes.! l0lx. den after tat baby accompany me wait fer Esley to come and take cab hme together. coz i loOk like an auntie with my jeans rolled up!! den i paiseh.. haa!! den i actually dun wan cross de road.. den baby suddenly come carry me over.. scary!!!!!!!! haa!!!~~~ den gO hme. rotx. l0l..

thursday. slp till 2pm. lol.. i slp fer 12hrs. den mummy came hme. nag. grrr. duno what she wants. she saw me ironin coffeeclub shirt. den she say "gO work nid wear this shirt de meH!?" duhx. i working @ coffeeclub leh!!! grrr!! den she ask abt the pay.. its 5bucks per hr. den she say "go till so far work! onli 5bucks!! mux as well dun work!" -_-" duhx.. it is the nearest coffeeclub my dear!!!!.... after bathing. put makeup. den she sit dwn there say "u hw old onli! put make up till so THICK!!!! u realli gOin work or what!!! still nid put makeup!!!" gRrrr!!!!~~~ hello.. mdm wong!!! is u always say me "hw old le.. go out dun want at least put some makeup.. loOk so ugly..!!!" den nw say i hw old onli put so much... it is jus the foundation madam!!!! den b4 i went out i took 5bucks frm my dad. coz i wanna go eat after work. den she say "eat @ hme!!! gO work still want get money... mux as well dun work lo!!!" -_-" that time was already 6pm. my work is at 7pm lo.... den fridge spoil... she hit me and say "see la!! ur fault again! always is u spoilt de fridge 1!!! always u make my blood pressure gO up de lo!!! doc say never my blood pressure so high b4." grrr!!! can someone tell me what to do.. i thinK i'll be the 1 going crazy b4 her. kaoz. all these might sound funny to u all. but to me i am very pek chek. i majiam a place fer her to vent her anger. everything my fault. 4D lose my fault. quarrel my fault. everything my fault. den mus as well right frm the start dun have me as her daughter la!! grRr....

at work. nt bad. the ppl there are much much more better. or shld i say. the management ppl are so much more friendly den the ppl @ harbourfront. and they are more understanding and caring. and they are so helpful.. i spilled 2 drinks coz i tripped over the stairs. the first thing they are more concern is fer me instead of the drinks cost. and immediately gt ppl come help me clear the mess. without any complain the bar immediately do another 2 more drinks. and when the bar person is tired. the supervisor will stand in for him and help with the drinks without any grudges. they are juz like a family. this is my first impression of the holland v branch. i hope this impression will stay with me till i leave.

after work. went to pioneer mall mit esley. den have mac. justin frm wholivesnearyou oso there. den his fren keep turning over. l0lx. den justin lend me his laptop to play o2jam. den he went hme to get somethings. so i play play play~ lolx.. den went hme at ard 230am.. reach hme gng 3am le.. den rot.. den go bath.. slp @ ard 545am...

wake up @ 230pm juz nw... den online dO songsheet. den juz called my mum. she say gt someone committed sucide. ha!!! haiyoyo... scary.. so she ask me dun gO out first.. lolx..

love is all around.

2006-08-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

yea! i shall start blogging regulary~ hee!!!! i enjoy myself these few days.. = )

basically on friday. went to Holland V on friday hand in photocopied IC and bank bk. den gO hme slp~ was so tired. haa! and my phone something wrong. calls and smses cant receive. grr... den gt to off it den can.. siao siao le! den baby's hp line gt cut off oso. coz he forget to pay HP bill.. hee!!! lazy boy...

so i slp slp slp. den ard 5 wake up.. quickly go prepare and off i go to meet my baby @ tanah merah... went to church. was so hungry. had our dinner. den went in hall. conference finish @ ard 1030pm. den i saw Jason, Rubez. and so mit them and gO hme together. and i neglect my baby. oopsx... sorry baby...~!!!! i dun mean it... juz that very long never talk with them le.. so get a bit excited.. *slap myself!* and baby went hme alone. so i mit Jason, Rubez, Regina, Singyee, Sharon, Ryan and take train together hme!! yea~~ reach hme almost 12am le..!!!! tired and hungry!!! den i walk to Pioneer Mall buy mac ALONE.. den make my baby angry. coz i went out @ ard 2am. baby.. i kNow i shldnt do that. i promise u i'll not do it anymore. went hme eat. talk to my baby till 5am den we both gO slp le.

wake up at 1130am by myself. ha! my baby overslept till 1230pm lo!! den nv give me morning call!!! LOLx... den me slowly rot here n there. den late fer BS.. oops!! haa~~~ den after BS went to foyer 3 mit baby. he bought daohua and lunch for me.. so sweet.. hee!!! = ) den after that went in for service.

during service. baby hit my hand with his pen. den i so angry. coz he hit my knuckle den my whole hand numbed. i knOw he hit me coz he dunwan me to keep scratchin my hand. but... i actually wasnt scratchin at that time.. was juz rubbing it... grrr!!! nvm la.. but i knOw he did that out of concern and wanna stop me from scratchin... = ) but den... still very pain la!!! grr!!!! = x

after service. mit up with Sarah. well.. she explained to us the rules n regulations.. meaning the DOs and DONTs of relationship.. hee!! and she blessed us~ = ) after our turn.. is Xiuli n Junxiang's turn~ lolx.. that scene is so funny. 1 couple go off.. den another couple go find her. lolx!!!~

den @ Foyer saw Michelle. my choir fren and oso last time work together @ church cafe de... hee!! she so funny.. saw baby.. den asked "ur brother ar?!?!" den i "huh?!?!" and keep laughing.. den i replied "no!~" den she realise he is my bf!! LOLX.. so funny..

anyway... went to have LJS @ paya lebar Singapore Post.. and went to you tiao da wang to eat!! hee!! so nice.. but den eat till very late... den we still go explore the area la.. = x den so my mummy angry. coz i gO hme late... oopx!!!!~ my fault!!!!~ home @ ard 1am... den play game till 4am slp!!!

wake up @ 230pm juz nw and rot till nw.... grrrr!! hee!~~ den baby gO Bugis play lan game.. bleahz!!!! ~haa!!!!

time reali flies.. 16days into our relationship le.. hee!!! = x realli hope that it will last. shall let Him take charge of our relationship. pray for His guidance in our relationship. = ) baby. no matter what happen. i'll be by ur side. and yes! i'll continue naggin u till u quit ur addiction!!!! bleahz!! =) love u baby!

sorry

2006-08-18T11:12:00.001+08:00

grrr!!! laziness is ruling over me! lolx. im lazy to blog partly due to the lousy laptop... haa!!! nvm... so here im to update a long 1~~ heEE!!!!~~~

last thurs went to sch to have my quiz.. grrr!!! haa!!! den have extra lesson.. den mit Singyee go Holland V coffeeclub fer interview. yep!.. Coffeeclub AGAIN!.. lolx

as for friday. went for test. grrr... den after test. went to Marina Square and buy my wallet! yeah!! new long wallet!!! LOLx.... den after that walk to Bugis.. buy Old Chang Kee for my baby... den off i go to Tanah Merah to fetch my silly cow.. !~ lolx... we both happen to wear red lo!!! lolx... den we go cg~~ and we reach there super earli.. 7pm reach le!!! LOLx.. so we rot ard @ the void deck. den went up~~~..... all late lo.. grrr!!! den during cg... baby keep kana laugh by the cg members coz he do silly things when we play game.. lolx..!!! and he even take the initiative to read the bible verse... haa!! so cute la!!!! haa!!!~~~ anyway, cg end @ ard 10pm.. den went to tiong bahru market to mit esley fer dinner cum supper...

saturday. mit my baby @ Aljunied. baby is late. den he walk very fast over from his hse to mrt station.. den he sweat like hell lo!!! den somemore he wearin till very formal... lolx.. so shuai la..!!! but see his sweat ar.. haiyoz.. so kelian... den go service. and this time.. he is in white and im in red!!!! haa!!!~ and Aileen call us the "Singapore flag couple" grrr!!! haa~~~~ during service.. i actually make my baby angry la... play with his pen.. sorry... den i dun dare to talk to him... den after service. baby tell me he wanna go fer sunday service also!!! LOLx... so cute la.. and he realli go lo!!~~ haa!!! to be a gd husband. lolx.. after service. saw Sharon n Ryan la!! LOLx... =x we went to watch the fireworks.. it is realli wonderful. to watch it with someone special. haa!!!!!!! after that had dinner @ Marina Square.. baby's addiction start again.. haiz... den halfway. my mum call n scold again.. grrr!! totally spoil my mood... so after eating.. baby send me to mrt station.. den he took bus hme....

sunday.. gave baby morning call and he realli go fer service. mit him after that at JP~ he came all the way down to accompany me study.. hee!! had LJS for lunch.. den walk ard.. off we go~ to library... grrr!! and he keep disturbin n tempting me!!!! i study.. he slp!!~~ grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! nvm... den after that walk hme....

monday... went to sch to get EMII notes frm Yuxing. den study a while in sch.. and went to Lavender mit my baby accompany him fer dinner... after that go hme study..!!

tuesday.. went to study alone @ pioneer mall mac.. den something happen.. make me super pissed off.. and i talk to baby in a very angry tone... sorry... den on the way back to pioneer mall mac... someone disturb me... slap him sia!!! LOLX.... den meifong came @ evening time study... den go hme @ 10pm. study thru the nite.

didnt realli slp. toss n turn in the bed frm 3am till 6am.. den baby called.. den 7am den wake up study till 8am... prepare go sch.. reach sch for paper... grrr.. cant realli concentrate... but can do la.. but i forget bring jacket.. almost freeze inside... went hme... sLP!!!! aha~~~

thursday. wake up. den quickly get ready.. den go Aljunied mit my baby. went to his hse n study.. but he keep disturbin me.. bleahZ!! naughty cow!!! haa~~~ den after that went to mit Xiuli, Junxiang, Jonathan and Meifong for dinner @ Boonlay market. den go hme! LOLx... feel so bad to make my baby go hme so late... alone somemore!! haiz....

today. juz finish paper.. rottin.. grr... haa!! gtg nw... bye!!!

First

2006-08-14T13:41:00.000+08:00

this is a song written by bro KC Gan. simple lyrics and tune. it is a song that he had written for this season. Marriage seminar. the chorus. can be sang to ur love ones too~!! hee~~~
i'll sing it LIVE for my silly cow when i gt the chance!! =x hee!!~ muacks!!~

First

I love because You first loved me

I live because of what You gave

You died, showed me how to live

Your mercy taught me to forgive

You came and poured Yourself so free

Your blood washed away my shame

And now I can live again

I'm more of You and less of me

My First Love

Forever You will be

My First Breath

You're the life in me

My First Joy

The world can never take from me

My covenant with You, Jesus

Your love falls down

Your love falls down over me

Happy Birthday Singapore!

2006-08-10T12:07:00.000+08:00

well well well. some updates abt my sickness first.. went to Alexandra Hospital on Tuesday due to the great pain i had. anyway, i will be having my surgery for my teeth on 27th September 2006. having general antiseptic. so meaning i will be put to slp as they extract out all the 3 tooth!.. and as for my rashes.. they are gone.. but there are some scars left behind due to my scratchin~ LOLx... and for the infection on my back.. it is nt as painful as the first few days. but it is gross!! coz all those pus that are oozing out.. *puke!!! u can never imagine hw much pus that wound actually contain~~ LOLx!!! enuf of my sickness... later shall show u all the amount of medicine that i have! lolx... i thinK i can open a mini pharmacy myself le~~ LOLx!!!!~

hmm... i miss my cow very much.. and when i saw him ystrday. i cant help but keep smiling~ lolx!!~ anyway we went to watch NDP ystrday LIVE @ the STADIUM. before that we mit @ Bugis to have lunch. he keep askin me to get out of my hme asap~~ diaOz.. end up he late oso!! LOLx.. live so near!!~~ frm Aljunied to Bugis... de most 30 mins?! lolx.. anyway, went walk ard.. had lunch @ Subway.. grrr!! my first time having it and the crew are giving me bad impression. LOLx. after that went to search for RED shirt~ yea~.. hee!!!! yep. bought the same shirt.. =) after that walk ard Bugis Street to find a wallet.. coz mine spoil la... but cant find any.. later went to rot @ TCC... nice place to rot.. de seats nice nice.. hee!!! =x change to the red shirt.. den awhile later, off we head to STADIUM~... enjoy the parade very much~! this is the first time i actually have the chance to view it LIVE!!! hee!!! nt thru TV but LIVE~~ LOLx... and the fireworks is right behind us... sO LOUD!!~ hee!!! i feel sO happy to watch the fireworks with my old coW... after that we went off to have dinner... @ Funan IT Mall... den hme sweet hme.. he send me hme... we juz cant bear to leave each other.. LOLx.. hee...

yep. i enjoy my day with u baby. but the time always past so fast. haiz. how i wish the time will jus stop there forever. i miss u~. i love u.~ =)

these are my medicines!! LOLx.. fOod allegic rashes, infection of my back, and wisdom tooth!! lolx~~ looK as if im down with what super bad sickness!! LOLx...!!

this is my silly old cow!!! =) *muacks!!!~ haa!!!

this is done by my silly old cow!!! hee!! =)~~~

sick. very sick

2006-08-06T10:32:00.000+08:00

well i fell sick. so sick that i have to miss the church anniversary service. i wanted so much to go. but i cant. i cant even walk properly or sit properly. the pain on my back is bad. very bad. argh!!! and im kind of angry nw. my cow. make my member wait for him for so long. ended up he with his last time cg. haiz. i realli dont know what to do. shld i be happy that at least he attend service? i duno.

back to my sickness. i have no idea why me and what happen to me. had this very bad infection on my back. and it is gettin worse when i was helpin out in the children church. called my mum told her abt it. den i buy banmian dry hme for my meals.

lo and behold. after eating. my face start to itch badly. at first i thought it was my makeup... and i feel very xinku. coz i gt choKed and was coughin badly. slowly, my neck and head start to itch like nv b4. i felt so xinku. den i start to sense something nt quite right. coz i start to feel patches on my neck. and i quickly go to the mirror. and i almost burst out crying. my whole face is filled with patches. those kind of mosquitoes bite patches. and it is so bad that i think i loOk 40yrs older. -_-"~ so i quickly wash my face and it start to turn red. slowly, my shoulder, body, leg, hand... small patches start to appear. and they will be red. im so scared. nv in my life this happen b4. i felt as though im gng to die. LOLx. my mum came hme and saw me. and she scolded me. coz she thinK it is the cause of me having late nites.. anyway. i went to see a doctor. and he said that it is foOd allegic. but dunO what im allegic to. and for the lump infection. de doctor oso dunO whats tat. and if it is still gng to swell tmr... he gt to refer me to somewhr else. argh...!! went hme. bath again. and i saw the red patches on my body start forming. i almost cry again. it is realli very bad. im realli very scared at that time. and i keep scratchin. for a moment, i thought im a monkey.!!~ finish bathin. tooK my medicine and i start to feEl giddy. almost fainted. de lump on my back is more tormenting. i cant even lay flat. thus im having this very bad stiff neck. and my whole back, body is aching like nv b4. i didnt slp well at all. i will nid to take almost 5mins to toss ard. and another 5mins to find the correct position that i can slp without hurting it. haiz. and duno hw long to actually fall aslp.

thinK my cow was very worried oso. sorry to make u worry. but i realli feel like crying. i felt so pissed off with myself. why on earth mus it be me! and i thinK i sound kind of frustrated and unreasonable and childish on the phone. haiz.

didnt attend svc today. i felt so bad. it is the church anniversay and im sick. haiz. and my cow put my member aeroplane. haiz. i realli duno what to do. and i told sarah abt us ystrday nite thru sms. think she is very pissed off with me. haiz. i also duno what to say. jus pray that she will nt be so angry. haiz.

im still feelin very xinku nw. the lump on my back is so pain that i cant even move. and i dun dare to eat anything. coz i duno what issit that im allegic to. and thus, i hve been takin medicine with an empty stomach. haiz. God, pls heal me!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

2006-08-05T11:22:00.000+08:00

went to watch The Fast & The Furious: Tokyo Drift with my cow ystrday.. hee!! my cow ystday dress till very shuai wor~~ hee!! but he walk till so fast till he never see me!!! bleah! anyway the show overall is soso only la. nth much interesting. is almost the same as Initial D.... but oK la... =) after the show go walk ard... to the TCC @ Nafa. nice place to relax. den my cow's addict start working. haiz. nvM... =)

after that toOk bus to SIS for FOP... missed the 1st bus. coz it is too full. board the 2nd bus and saw sister Mayce (his cgl) and Yuening. LOLx. reach there. queue up. and our secret gt exposed by Yuening and Meifong. ended up Felicia oso know. LOLx. they know it b4 Sarah.. oH no.. =x FOP is great.

after FOP. had supper @ tis prata shop. with my cow, Yuening and Meifong. very tired. almost fell aslp eating. haa!!

i felt so bad. coz i make my cow out till so late and he still have to wake up so early de nxt day for duty..... sorry.... and everytime Yuening and Meifong make fun of us.. den i will very paiseh... haiz... sorry.... but the secret will be revealed. =)

went hme. toOk a bus frm kallang to JE. den cab hme. den Meifong say. i smelt like him. haa! coz his perfume very strong.. LOLx.. realli lo. my shirt is stained with his smell. haa!!! reach hme. my void deck gt ppl gt beaten up. den gt police there. ha!! =x

juz wake up nt long ago. gng to help out in Children Church later. =) yep. haa!

duno what to blog le.. lolx!! bye!!! haa~~~

boy. i really enjoy myself ystrday. thanks. u realli make me felt so loved. it is u that make me wanna learn hw to love again. because of u. i nv stray too far from the side walk. =)

initially i dun wan to board the bus coz i cant bear to part with u.. hee!!!! =x *blush* thanks. =)

hee!!!

yep. im attached. to my silly cow. haa!!! =)

lame..

2006-08-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

gt this frm Aileen's blog.. didnt even know that im 1 of the victim!!! LOLx...

so victims!!! pls do the same quiz in ur blog!!! LOLX!!!!

Seven random facts about me:

1. Listen to 93.3FM thru the nite

2. Loves to sing

3. Loves to laugh

4. Loves to cut and dye hair

5. Crazy

6. People loves to interupt me when I'm talkin

7. Forever sleepy

Seven things that scare me:

1. God

2. Laptop spoil

3. Fall down

4. Vomits

5. Cockroaches!!!!

6. Insects

7. My MUM!

Seven songs at the moment:

1. Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

2. Bad Day - Daniel Powter

3. Mengenal Mu - Sydney Mohede

4. L.O.V.E - Ashlee Simpson

5. Boyfriend - Ashlee Simpson

6. Hips Don't Lie - Shakira & Wyclef Jean

7. Stick Wit You - Pussycat Dolls

Seven Things i like:

1. God

2. Blog

3. Pigs

4. Sleep

5. Sing

6. Guitar

7. Jackets

Seven Bad Habits:

1. Lazy

2. Untidy

3. Short attention span

4. Noisy

5. Always disturb ppl

6. Late

7. Messy

Seven victims:

1. Yongkang

2. Regina

3. Rubez

4. Ryan

5. Sharon

6. Jason Chong

7. Yuening

pure laziness

2006-08-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

laziness had ruled over my life. skipping lesson and slp all i want. and exams are drawin near.. zzz!!!!~ almost forget what have i done for the past 1 wk..!!! ha!!!

last wk was totally burnt out by the NDOC practices.. and my hands are totally wore out. super tiring. coz very pain oso. but i love playin that. and now the practice is over. im startin to feel sad. coz i missed playing Djembes~ lolx.. it is a whole new experience for me. =) and i shld say i juz love our performance. yea~

had cg on friday. played for praise. and helped in ministering. almost had my guitar pick go flying again. but thank God juz nice Sarah ended the praise~ lolx! cg was great. but i was super tired. reached hme. almost half dead. meet up with my baobei~ so long never see her. i missed her.. haa!!

went for service on saturday. served for choir. great time praising and worshippin the LORD. and it is pst Mike's delieverance service. halfway thru the service i start to have this fear in me. i have totally no idea why is that so. coz i always love delieverance. seein all the demons gt cast out!! WHOOTS!!

but... i felt scared. the fear in me wasnt that great till i realli shiver and show it out. juz feelin uneasy. served for the ministering session. the forecast of the songs that we gng to sing is changed!! lolx. after serving. went back to join my cg. and they are sitting at the other end of the row. and leaving me ALONE at the other end.

and pst starts to teach us hw to identify whether is the devil in us manifesting anot. and when he touched on the issue of fear. the fear in me grew like never b4. and i start to fidget ard and even have thoughts of runnin out of the hall. but i stayed thru.

and i quickly ran over to my cg and sit with them. when Sarah went down. i quickly took her seat and hold on to Meifong. everybody was shocked. coz nv did i react in this manner b4. and they start askin me what happen. am i scared of what? and i dun even know what to answer them. den Sarah came back and saw me reactin in this manner. she laughed at me and commanded me, Meifong and Xiuli to go dwn.

this is de 2nd time that i responded to delieverance. i remember the first time i juz keep cryin. nth much happen. but this time. i will definately remember it!!! coz i started manifesting even b4 someone laid hands on me. i juz keep screamin away. and yelling. i tried to calm myself dwn and went forward.. every step that i toOk, i will move back oso. haa!! and soon after. sis Charmaine came and prayed for me.

yes. im tormented by evil spirits during my slps. i always had dreams on hw ppl tried to take away my life. nt jus once. but within juz tis yr. i had them ard 5times. 2similar dreams. consecutively. though i tried to act cool abt it. but i realise they keep occuring again and again.

immediately when she laid her hands on my forehead. i start to feel this urge to yell.. and i yelled like never before. and even hiss! lolx!!! i even tried to run away. and even tried to pull off my ears. thank God i toOk off my bigbig earrings b4 i went dwn. if nt i thinK i'll be bleeding~ LOLx.. and i fell. she asked me to loOk into her eyes for 3times. all 3times i tried my best to turn my face away. and even screamed into her face.. and i cried like never b4. it is jus like cryin out all the sorrows in me. nevertheless. after that. i felt so relieve.!

and i wanna thank God that im nt violent! ha! Xiuli tried pulling down Meifong's jeans. and she even screamed in chinese "走开！你们走开！不要抓我！" LOLx... and Meifong scratched the sister's face when she asked her to loOk into her eyes~~ and oso scratched a usher's hand when she helped her to hold on to her~ LOLX...

after that. i felt super tired. ha! mit Regina for dinner cum supper. Rubez, Jason, Wahkeong joined us after that. and we went hme with Singyee too. i really enjoy myself~ =)

sunday. wasnt allowed to go for service initially. but i sneaked out. and Meifong put me aeroplane. grrr!!! mit up with Jason @ Clementi and head str8 for expo. mit up with YongKang @ Tanah Merah too. and he is TALL.. when i mean tall. it means VERY TALL!. lolx. to date, my tallest fren is Weide. and now Yongkang~ lolx. tall ppl have fresher air?! LOLx. and i totally have nt enuf slp. thruout the service i try my best to stay awake. Yongkang always fell aslp! LOL.x and the way he tried to flip thru the bible verse is so funny. =)

went off str8 after service for CSSC duty. tiring. fell aslp while waiting fer train from expo to tanah merah. =x and when i board de train @ tanah merah to city direction. the train is filled with blackies!!! Meifong's frenz! =x ha~~ so scary. and i almost fell aslp when standin. ha!

the duty. boring. but the auntie there is very nice. ha! and she thought im a MALAY~~~~ apa!!!! haa!!!~ me malay?!!? meifong?!?!!? INDIAN~? haa!!!~ i was late for 1hr. Xinjie was late for 2hr. and the SPSU rep was late fer 5hrS!!!! lolx... ~~~

after duty. mit up with Yongkang again fer dinner. and after that went JEC for pool~ with Xiuli, Meifong, Junxiang and Joyce. laughing like mad. super off.. LOLx.. den went hme. mit up with WLNY ppl @ Pioneer mall. ha!!!~ had fun chatting. LOLx. went hme. and so happen that he called. asked him to call back awhile later. ended up he fall aslp. ha!! 可怜的老牛！！ hee!!!

monday skipped all my lesson and get a scoldin frm 老牛。。 coz he waked me up fer lesson yet i went for practice instead of lessons.. drumming rehearsal. went hme str8 after tat. den chit chat till 2+am den go slp.

wake up for my 10am lesson. but was late. reach the class at 1030am and less den 5mins later, lecturer declare class is over.. -_-"~~ went to computer lab rot rots.. den mit up with Singyee, Ryan, Rubez, Sharon and Jeremiah for lunch. had maths lesson after tat and i slp.. =x.. mit up with Wenna after tat and go clementi buy the polo shirts and home sweet hme.~~~ rot rot rot... and was so tired tat i slp frm 6pm-9pm. haa!!!~~~ slp at ard 2am....

wednesday. wake up for 1pm gems. but i nv go. coz was late fer class le. went for performance str8 instead. and 老牛scolded me again. coz i go CO instead of goin lessons. haiz.. sorry... performance is great. and i really had fun. the chit chat session after that is lame. lolx!!! had co practice after that. very tiring. my hand is so pain. haiz. half way thru the prac. Daniel called and told me that Billy is hospitalised. haiyo. lung infection. really muz pray for him... his health and protection upon him.. anyway. went hme str8 after practice. and yinzhi doggie wanna finish up my fishermen's fren sweet!!! grrr..... and im starving to death.. i haven eat for the whole day!!! went hme. bath and start coOkin phone porridge again. lolx!!!~ slp at ard 3am....

wake up fer 8am test. waited for Xinjie. miting 730am. but she 8am den reach. den we cab dwn to sch. 835i reach the clz. test haven start. ended up ard almost 9am den start. done the test with the helps of my classmates.. helping me to do.. =x i totally have no idea what am i doin.. haiz.... what a failure... whatever la.. den nw. bloggin.. finally!!! LOLx..

finally im done with my updating!!haa!!~~~ zelig tan! dun come mess my tagboard leh~~ haa!! dun try and get help frm my cg member la!!!!~~ grrrr!!! aileen u oso ar!!! dun gang up with the zelig tan lo!!! baddie u!!!

these few days, i really felt very loved. thanks. to give and to take. all the naggings, care and concern that u have shown me are really makin a difference in my life. and the calls that u made everyday. thanks. =)

i think i RULEX! lolx.

2006-07-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging. the only reason i can find is.... PLAIN LAZINESS!!! lolx!! nah!! haa!! im quite busy la!! Friday, Saturday, Sunday are now church days! lolx.

had everyday packed till the brim till i hardly had any slp. physically very drained but spiritually veri HIGH! lolx. Pastor Kong is nw startin a series of Marriage Enrichment Series~~ lolx. enjoyed it very much. though im not married yet. but i believe this will bless me tremendously when i found my partneR~. and i will make sure he will be the most fortunate one~ =x haa!! boliaoz. anyway. had dinner with cg @ bedok. Singyee joined us too. coz her cg abandon her! lolx!

and i disturbed 3 securities while standin @ foyer 3 waiting for my cg!! lolx!~ =x was standin there. den i overheard them saying "pls stand behind the yellow line~" thinK they tryin to joke abt the mrt thingy... nt too sure.. but i overheard them.. so i walk behind the yellow line.. and say "orh!!! okok!!! muz stand behind the yellow line~~~" den tryin to act angry~~ LOLx... den they heard what i say and saw what i was doin.. den they veri paiseh~~~~ lolx... and den i start to continue sayin~~ "becareful~~ dun fall behind the yellow line~~~ thats the RED SEA!!!!" so my baobei lame together with me saying~~ "oh..!! RED SEA!!! Moses will come and split the RED SEA~" and i replied back!!! "and the 3securities shall FALL!!!!!!" lolx!!! =) okok.. im cheeky~~ haa!!!

anyway. after dinner... actually was headin home. but last min decide to go Marina Square for midnite shopping~ so me, Singyee and Baobei went off @ city hall~ Jason and Wahkeong came and join us~ had fun.. but veri tiring. went hme at ard 130am.. reach hme only at ard 3am. coz saw Joanne and thus chit chat awhile den go hme. someone called @ ard 2am. say will call back when i gt back hme but ended up never lo~~ lolx!!!

reached hme. saw Phileo's nick and we then realised that we actually havin combine cg outreach on sunday! lolx!!! and things start to happen. he closed our conversation and ended up his computer screen blackout and his report that he was doin since 10+pm is GONE!!!!~.... and heard that he screamed at hme! awhile later he called and scream again! lolx. im so amused by his action and words.. thus i helped him with a small part of his work..~ do till 430am.. and i cannot take it.. so slp.. coz gt to wake up by 7am to go service and oso to be alarm clock... thus i slp for juz 2hrs. and Sarah overslept. no mornin call frm her. but i gt woken up by my hp sms... -_-"~~ called Singyee and wake her up... but never did i know it actually will take me 30mins to wake her up!.. lolx!!!!~

service was great. and im so happy. coz sis MiaoLing sittin beside me~~ i miss her!!! by the way. for those who duno. she is my ex-cgl~ my first cgl...~~ yea~ lolx. im so sad that she gave me away that time during cg multiply..... !!!! haa!!!~ and we did something so amusing! lolx. she wanna come in and sit.. but we are sittin in the middle of a row.. so she asked me help her take away the thing tat connects the chair together! lolx.. and thus the row is broken and she came in.. but less than a min she went out again. coz she wan go toilet..!!!! LOL!!! i jus love her. she is so funny.. hee!!! after svc. went out to foyer 3 and majiam stand down there be entertainer.. saw POS ppl and crap fer a while and try and be funny.. lolx... after a while den we went in... and talk to Meifong and Yuening abt my sch things... den BS~~ lolx..

bowlin outreach was a bit boring actually. nt much interaction. dun even know each other frm other cg. other den the ppl frm sis Huiru's cell and Phileo. lolx!! pathetic. and had steamboat. tiring. with juz 2hrs of slp the previous nite.... after that had arcadE! lolx!! den hme sweet hme... my mum almost kill me~ LOL.. coz im hme so late!!~

lesson on monday are BORING!!! pratically fallin aslp!~ was so tired and i couldnt wake up for my math tutorial. mit Singyee for lunch. and went hme str8 after lesson. wanted to slp. ended up playin O2jam with Fiona... who is Ryan's sister. LOL~.... and start rottin ard.......

as for today. make an effort to attend Material Science tutorial. thinK this is the 3rd tutorial that i attend thru the whole sem.. =x anyway. after lesson. rushed to computer lab and make some amendments to the SPCO concert proposal and print out.. and Rubez waited for me fer veri long outside SAA.

went to meet David. and he asked me whether i wanna go for the Japan 17th MILES exchange programme... coz he wanna nominate me for it... i was so tempted.. but... i wanna go LTC camp la!!! lolx...

actually is oso coz i know whr i stand.. my results are so bad... hw to compare with those gd results and gd cca records?! i only have gd cca records... but he say "u will never know~" i was like... hmm.. true... i manage to get the Excellence in Service Award (Arts & Culture) Individual for last yr.. even though 1 of the criteria was to have gd academic results. really... the blessings of God had nv stop coming.

anyway. went to have lunch with Rubez, Ryan, Sharon, Phileo, Jason and Alex joined us after that unexpectedly.. lolX!! duno is i blur or i gt speakin problem... first is Ryan heard me saying 16seats... next is i tell Sharon we at 4th floor... den i told Jason we at 3rd floor and he was blurred. -__-"~~~ okok... whatever. enjoyed the meal.. ha!!

went to class. kaoz. my clz only 11 of them turn up. so i slp thru the last 40mins. haa!!!!~ went for PMAI.. was decidin to go anot. but still i turned up. and gt back my test paper. LOL. realli thank God. i passed the paper. 60%. though nt very high. but still im happy coz i pass. coz i didnt study on thursday due to my brothers beaten up case. and on friday i only realli study when i was on my way back to school for the paper and during the 1 hr while teacher was teaching. =)

went off to meet Xinjie and went for this percussion practice. performin for National Day Obeservance Ceremony. stressed.. im the only non-percussionist from CO again. Xinjie considered half a percussionist le.. with her experiences she gt while helpin out in SOKA and GekPoh... grrr!! im juz a half-past six percussionist. lolx!!! played tis drum call djembe. wanted to learn this long time ago. but due to the fact that im busy and lousy percussionist and oso no idea whr can learn LOLX!!!... manage to finish learnin the whole song. nw gt to realli brushed up my LEFT hand hitting and oso to memorise the whole piece.! lolx. had fun. BUT... my hand very pain!!! lolx. finish pract at ard 830pm.

went to have Ban Mian again~~ lolx. my fave!! den hme sweet hme~~ LOLX!! yea~~~ gonna play Audition later~~ hee!!! nt my acct actually.. is sihua's... a sec sch senior... lolx.. so shocked that he actually let me play his acct.. coz dun realli know him actually LOL~... shall try out the game later! lolx.. yea!! finish bloggin.. nw got to post pictures le!! yea!! bye BLOGGIE!!!!~

this is my baobei, Esley.. and thats Hong Hong. our child!!! hee!!!

thats hw CLEAN is my table durin EM II lolx!!

this is the drums that im learning!!!!~LOLX!

was zhi-lianin durin EM II juz nw.. too bored. after these photos.. i fell aslp in clz!! LOL~~

tried messin up my hair.. and first photo kind of loOk like im a small kid wishin for something?! LOL!!!

and thanks to Xinying for making some effects to it.. and it loOk even more like a small kid wishing for something!!! LOL!!!

and these 2 oso done by her!! thnaks!! LOL!! i love them!!~~~

Because of You

2006-07-21T19:09:00.000+08:00

have been hooked on this song. Because of You by Kelly Clarkson. somehow i jus love the song. the lyrics. means so much to me. "Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me." this line. means so much. it is indeed reflecting on how i had felt b4. "Because of you, I tried my hardest just to forget everything. Because of you, I don't know how to let anyone else in." this line. means so much too. it is nw reflecting on hw i am feelin nw. but whatever it is. i just love this song. =)

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I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

you fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing!

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life

because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

what a day.

2006-07-21T14:55:00.000+08:00

the day started with me slpin till 730am.
reached school @ 9am.
assignment. duhx!!!
G moulding~.. haiz.....
went hme after the whole day lesson @ 3pm.
wasnt feelin well..
didnt expect myself to fall sick..
except that i haven realli been slpin the nite b4.
it isnt a good day too. a bad memory day.
lolx.
was praying and praying...
i realli nid the strength to climb out of the hole im in nw~
ya!!!

on my way hme was feelin so unwell....
almost fainted @ the mrt station...
i hate the feeling..
and the feelin of vomitting.. grRrr!!!
was breakin into cold sweats..
isnt a gd sign...
really cannot take it..
thus i cab back hme frm boonlay..
reach hme..
first thing.. SLEEP!
wake up @ almost 8pm...
and helped my mum call my brother..
another nitemare came...

the line was through..
but halfway rejected..
was wonderin what happen..
nt long after..
my bro called back..
and said his phone was lost and he was being BEATEN UP..
duno to say he is too obedient or too timid..
haiz..
gt beaten up by 2 PHT gina..
was so pissed off..
i'll make sure they 2 gina will pay fer their action..!
was so angry tat i almost spouted out my library of flowery words.....
and if they are to be someone that i know....
ha!!!
i will scream their head off..
i felt so pissed off..
of all why my brother..
but realli thank God that he is ok.
and realli thank God for a bunch of great frenz he had that rushed dwn immediately when they receive the call and not runnin away when they saw him gt beaten up..
they even accompany him hme and accompany him thru...
haiz..
but still.. im pissed!!!!!
grr!!!!

thus.. as a result.. i didnt study at all for my test...
went to clinic with my parents and my brother..
waited fer an hour..
den mit up with my cgm..
reached hme only @ almost 1am...
zzzz!!!
gt to study a bit more den head back to sch..
bye!

a date that i will never forget

2006-07-19T01:27:00.000+08:00

19th July.
a date i will nv ever forget.
1yr ago.
a promised was made but it is now broken.
a dream was fulfilled but it is now gone.
it is the day that i thought it will be the beginnin of my fairytale.
but instead, it is the beginnin of my nightmare.
it became the day that i most regret..
regret of the decision ive made..
a lesson was learnt..
and i promised myself nv to fall in the trap of this ever again..
yes.
everything is juz a history.
gone with the wind and nv will it be back again.

havin said that.
but i thinK once again ive fallen into the trap again.
and i have to climb out of it asap.
i believe that i can do it without goin on vow.
i hate to admit it.
perhaps i should stop myself frm falling anymore.
my love now is onli limited to God, Baobei and Leng.
and no more
but I will Love again~
i will only when God shows me that i shld.

time realli passes so fast..
1yr le..
and it will be the 1 yr anniversary of me and Leng too! lolx..
felt so bad for always mistreatin her..
lolz..
jiayou!!
2yr k!! lolx!!

prac today.
just feel that the prac is nt effective.
but got a shock when i went in..
coz saw the kuku YINZHI!
lol~~~~
so long nv whack him le...
=x

oops.. im juz so violent~~~
lolx!!!
and once again!!
i juz cant help but say " I HATE COCKROACH!!!"
ArgH!!

zzz!!! nth to blog le. tmr 8am lesson. thinK slpin soon.
bye bloggiE!...

procractinating

2006-07-19T00:35:00.000+08:00

lolx. sunday slp till i dunwan wake up. wake up onli den go buy my dinner. laze ard. procrastinating. was actually plannin to finish up my formal reports.. whoots. too lazy to do. so i juz chuck everything 1 side. and ROTS... played 02Jam~ lolx. zzz!!!!

had mathcad test. whoots. late fer 20mins. my phone keep ringing. duhx. was given 5more mins to finish up my test. but actuallt i already almost done. manageable. lolx. had lunch with Rubez. she looks veri veri tired. realli hope that she is alright. =) meet Xinjie after sch. went JP den hme sweet hme. played o2Jam again. this time round with 1 more person. Phileo~ lolx. he so CUTE.. haa! he so kanjiong till he called me and ask me abt it!! wahahaha!! coz his character is NAKED. =x lolx~~~~~ slp slp slp~~~~

skipped 10am lesson again.. kuku~~~ forever cannot wake up.. in my memories. think onli went once b4? lolz... =x went sch. rotx. suppose to mit Singyee for lunch but she last min gt grp proj. so mit up with Jason. went computer lab. and the Jason... haiyoz.. funny la!!!~ his computer cant work. thus he came over and tell me, "eh Rongping~ my computer like spoil leh. think it hang. den cant restart oso." diaoz~~~ DO I LOOK LIKE I REPAIRS THE COMPUTER?!?!?! haa!!!~ funny.... lolx!!!! went clz. duhx. frankenstein talkin to his own again. lolx!!!! lsn over. went hme SLEEP!!!! meet up with Phileo, Sharon, Ryan, Rubez for dinner b4 prayer mtg. prayer mtg was GREAT! whoot! i almost lost my voice after the prayer mtg.. but realli feel burden for the cg. no frenz yet. haiz..!!! GOD!!! pls!!~~ FRIENDS~~YES... we NEED FRIENDS!!! bring them to us!!!! went MAC with baobei. and saw someone frm wlny. eeks! lolx~~~~ shared with her alot of things. abt cg, sch.

and by the way... with regards of previous postings. ppl, pls juz kindly ignore it. lolz. and for the person who im referring to in my previous postings...THIS and THIS.. pls kindly mind ur words when u are saying me!.. i apologise to whatever harm ive done to ur club. but nt to u. coz i see no wrong in what i said abt u. but i still will apologise coz i dun wan to put ur club in bad light and neither do i wanna see the ppl i knew to be in difficult position. and oso to the ex-vp. wonder if u would read. sorry for causin u problems. and this shall be the last post with things abt ur club.

nicey!

2006-07-17T16:11:00.000+08:00

lolx. bloggin in jap is no kick la~~

hate me lo. i dun expect u to love me..

and i DONT WANT u to love me!! lolx...

put password i crack.

blog in jap i translate.

so whats next?

blog in malay?!!

or perhaps close the blog!

lolx..

i shall wait and see show..

perhaps Hope Lee would wanna be there for the mtg and wanna read thru all the blog entries by her lolx...

Geraldine is a nice name.. lolz~~~~

life.

2006-07-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

Singapore Polytechnic Parade of School.

seriously, if u aint in this u will definately not able to know how great this grp of ppl are!! im nw regrettin that i join this grp @ such a late time. but nevertheless, thank God i finally joined them this yr. and they have now become a big part in my life! indeed they are one of my greatest grp of friends. my 4Rs, Rubez, Regina, Ryan, Sharon. they are realli fantastiC!.. other den my 4Rs, of coz still gt others. they all meant alot to me. lolx!!!!

having said that. ive been neglecting my cg. but in me, i have some thoughts. told baobei that day. and she show me the verse that i sms her. Galatians 6:9. "And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart." tellin her nt to lose heart in the cell grp. seein the sms makes me feel like cryin. to be frank, i feel tired in the cg. efforts put in are always nt enuf and some seems like laggin behind when u wanna move on. but when u begin to lag on behind, they will all be rushin forward. it is jus like the cg aint flowin together. it isnt a good sign. suddenly thought abt what Regina once said, those who pray together flow together. indeed, everytime when we have conference prayer, it will be havin a few being unable to make it. sometimes, i cant help but think that it is each individual's responsibility to make the extra effort to pray together. but i dont see that.

God, i realli pray that W84 will continue carryin the fire we had for You and let it burn like never before. i realli pray fo unity in the cell grp. let the cell grp be a cell grp that prays together and flows together...

moving on. i spent my this whole wk out till late. wed having practice. thurs, went to lavender and had dinner with Singyee, Jason, Siqi, Candice, Jeremiah and Ray. had nice chat. and something Siqi said striked me. she said something like.. "it is a talent given from God to RongPing being so sociable. being able to know so much abt ppl." suddenly i thought abt this particular nite when im having conference prayer with Xiuli, Yuening, Esley, Justin. and God juz speak thru Xiuli to me. to be a Daniel in every where that i land upon. reachin out to the lost. and thinkin back to my days in secondary. bringing frenz actually become my weekly duty. and i love doin it. bring 10frens is like chicken feet for me. but nw. i have slack dwn and stop to reach out. i shld realli pray for wisdom and the anointin of the Holy Spirit to be upon me and start reachin out. and realli bringin in the lost to Him thru me.

had cell grp outing on friday. actually i dun call it an outing. more like a dinner ba. had V8. with Adrain, Junxiang, Esley-baobei, Xiuli, Yuening and Meifong. nice meal. walked ard. did nth much. went hme alone first. feelin veri tired. and Sharon, Rubez and Ryan went out without me and Regina.!!! lolx.. and they become the 2Rs.. lolx!!!!~

saturday is a day that i always look forward to. coz it is service. think wk healin svc. was late. Sarah veri angry. =x the presence is strong. and the healin power is all over the hall. and pst even speak the word and pray for those havin the pain in the mouth, toothache!!! lolx. and Sharon said. when pst said abt that.. she str8 away thinK abt me. lolx. but durin that time, i dun have the pain leh. lolx. had Cafe Cartel after svc with SP POS ppl. with Regina, Ryan, Sharon, Siqi, Singyee, Phileo and Emil. and our dearest Ryan, keep sayin that he is a PIG! ha!! it is so funny.

adopt your own virtual pet!

this is adapted by regina! lolx. i copy it from her blog.. lols. it is cute isnt it? lolx... and he oso said that his dad is a pig. and everyone are laughin till we realli cannot take it. i already laugh till my jaws veri pain. seriously dont understand why he keep proclaimin that he is a pig.! lolx!! went hme after tat. tireD!!!!!~

having a bad time at hme. mum being unhappy abt me hme late for the whole wk. dad is tryin to pick on whatever i do or say. stepped on something accidentally ystrday nite and it was stuck in my feet. and i gt a scoldin frm my dad for openin the door and nt closin it. my reason for doin it is coz i wanna pluck out the thing inside my foot coz i feel the pain and it is bleedin. but i gt scolded for being a selfish person. and they didnt even care abt my wound. though it is juz a tiny puny small wound. but to me. i felt so hurt. ever since my mum start working so many yrs ago. i had nv once gt much attention from her. and all the attention my parents gave are to my brother and my cousins. and i have grown to be so independent. being independent can be gd and bad at the same time. as for a gal. being too independent can make her look fierce and rough. ha! thats me isnt it. everybody can criticise or scold me or even insult me. but nt my parents and nt my loved ones. coz they mean alot to me and havin heard what they said juz pierce thru my heart. i cried myself to slp ystrday nite. i have been tryin to keep quiet and let them scold even when i knew it wasnt my fault. i have stop tryin to retailate whenever they scold or even start whackin me on my head. but all these are so hard for me to bear. sometimes i juz feel that the more i try to keep quiet. the more they try to make me feel bad abt myself. am i realli such a bad gal to them. havin totally no control of myself? yes. i do drink. i did went to club. but thats juz once. lolx. but to them, im juz like a small kid. with no self-limit. and i will one day turn out to be the most notorious problem maker of this society. but will i?! ha!. i will definately not!. but instead, i will be a powerful child of God!

enuf of this. got to go play o2jam. bye.

laughin out LOUD

2006-07-16T17:23:00.000+08:00

ha!! can u imagine hw amuse im.!!! lolx..

by the way. i love hate-tags!!!

it proves that im makin a difference.

ha!!!!

any by the way....

angels and ****** are stupid passwords..

i seriously thinK that ur IT skills are bad...

lol..

havin a CLS person to crack ur code..

ha!!!!

call me a bitch or whatsoever u want..

lol!!!

i shall make u the star for my post today...

hey "pretty" woman..

dun ever thinK that the whole world offended u..

but instead it is u that offended the whole world..

and i can tell u...

offendin me = jumpin into a sea of fire..

lolx!!!!~

coz offendin me = offendin the Almighty one

and HE will deal with u..

lolx...

if u say that i have a ugly heart...

den i thinK u dun even have a heart dudex...

lolx!!!!~~~~

have u seen my heart b4?!!

if u had.. i seriously wanna know hw u did that..

coz im still alive kickin..

and if u have seen it...

it juz means that u are even better den any doctor in this whole wide world..

DMMT....

a course that alot of my frenz are in..

dun go ard sayin hw busy u are..

coz everyone is busy, my dear...

FYP...

everybody have deadlines to meet.

though others FYP deadlines is feb 07...

but their FYP are in phases..

thus... makin theirs no different as u..

tell u the truth..

if u think u are busy...

den perhaps i shld say DE ppl are robots..

lolx!!!!~

get ur facts right before u go ard sayin ppl's FYP..

yes. i salute u for finding out who am i..

but im nt afraid of u knowin of who am i..

u shld be honoured that im readin ur blog regulary nw and makin an effort to crack ur passwords..

but actually...

crackin ur password is chicken feeT!!! lolx..

and im nt afraid of seein my name in ur beloved blog..

infact... i LOVE to see my name..

coz im so PROUD of my name and i tooK pride in it...

havin u, taggin @ my blog usin a so useless nick.... lolx

i tagged in urs usin a anon2 juz to let u have fun guessin who am i..

as for u... taggin in my is juz pollutin mine.. coz i have known all along who are u...

so save ur energy... lolz!!!!

POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK...

perhaps u wan me to explain this phrase to u?!

lolx..

if im the POT... den that makes u the KETTLE..

but hor...

for ur info..

perhaps u are unaware of it..

im a recipient of Excellence in Service Award 2005 ( Arts & Culture)

for both my CLUB and myself..

if im the POT.. den u the KETTLE...

it means that u have gotten the awards!?!?! lolx...

but i doubt so...

so dun label me as some1 like u..

i tooK pride in my committee members...

and not like u..

threatenin to strip off ppl's post...

so get ur thoughts right...

and ur pt abt my ugly face..

lolx..

i took pride in my face...

there isnt any ugly gals... but juz lazy gals..

dun think u have heard of this line b4..

and i dun care whether are u prettier den me or am i prettier den u....

coz it doesnt matter at all.

im proud of myself..

but im nt proud..

i love the way i look..

so do my frenx..

if u have any comments on hw i look..

perhaps u shld juz get away from my blog..

it is so simple..

juz click that small X at the top right hand corner and u will nt have to be tortured to keep seein my FACE..

lolx!!!!

bye!!!

may God bless those who bless me and curse those who curse me!!!

rattling

2006-07-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

veri long nv have postings of some thoughts.... having alot of thoughts goin thru at the same time.. but i cant say everything out.. too many ppl readin my blog! *lolx. im famous?!*~ nah.. juz dunwan ppl to be worried abt me. but actually im fine. lolx. what talkin me... whatever...

was told by Sharon on hw bad her VP was.. felt super angry when i know what her VP is doin and sayin. ridiculous. felt like screamin into her face. thinkin back. what has happen in CO. and nw in Daiko. i seriously felt that she is in no position to talk so much. saw her today in FC6. grrr... disgusted by her... yucks... and i pray hard she is nt gng for the same LTC camp i gng... if she is.. den she better get away frm me.. dun step on my tail.. coz when u do... u will sure get it... wanna try it?! lolx.. *okok.. im fierce!!! im a GOOD gal k!!! im nt an ah lian!!!*~~ =D

went to watch Superman with Wenhao ystrday. frankly speakin, actually i felt reluctant to go. becoz of what Pst Robb preached. and the place we went, PS. watchin movie. haiz. but whatever. almost a yr le. 19july. ha!. toOk me almost a yr. it is time to let go. let all be gone with the wind... nonono!! let all be gone with the hair i cut on monday!!! lolx... anyway, the show... nt bad... though is juz liydat... lolx.. Superman.. what u expect?! lolx.. him goin ard savin ppl lo!! lolx... nt bad la...

sometimes i realli dont understand myself... what do i realli want.. what kind of person am i realli is... fierce?! nice?? introvert or extrovert!?!?! crazy?!~kind?!?! cruel?! emotional?! moodswing?!?!?!~ friendly?!?! lame!?~ unfriendly?!! ar..whatever u name la.. wah lauz. my english lousy.... vocabulary limited. i realli dont know.. sometimes i thinK is de friends ard me... den i will adjust myself... it is juz like as if there are buttons on me.. that i can press.. den upon pressin. i will become the person they want me to be... lame... but i truely enjoy myself when im with POS ppl. =) u ppl realli mean alot to me...

haven been postin pics.. lol!!~~ here come some pictureS!!! haa~~~~

these are some artistic picture ive taken @ esplanade.. with my cg.. =) the first 1 loOk kind of eerie.. nobody de... 2nd 1... catch xiuli tryin to arrange her hair... lolz!!!!

as for the first 1... lolz... overall nt bad.. colour nice... loOks like taken in a club?!?! haa!!~ but..why my spec drop till liydat!! faint..... and the 2nd 1... wah!! i super love it.. coz it is nice.. actually toOk it accidentally. was tryin to snatch the camera away and take my own photo!!!~ ended up nice~~ lolx.. =)
* i have a talent in takin artistic pic!!!!* ~proud!!!~ lol!!!!

next, comin up... is my vodoo doLL... lolx.. named "anonymous aka ryan" but it is dead... lyin on my bed.. coz the string come out le.. lol!!!! RIP~~~~~ and my new toy... the LION from MAC~~~ thanks to Junxiang~~~~ gd boy~~ haa!! ask him buy fer me~~ hee!!!! but..... alot ppl say it loOks ugly!!!! wah lauz eh.. Sarah, my cgl, say it loOk as if it go thru FAILED COSMECTIC SURGERY!!! ...... *speeechless.....

last but nt least!!!!~~ ME!!! of coz muz have me la!!! wah lauz.. my blog lo!! whOot... new hair cut... new cardigan!! lolx.. i thinK i loOk strange... lolz... whatever... i like my hair!!! haa~~ thats all!!!

bye bloggie!!~

dear bloggie!!!!

2006-07-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

so fast.. almost a wk is gone.. and i haven been blogging.. oopx!!! alot of things happen.. lolx...had a veri blessed wk...

wed had co. nth much actually. went to have dinner @ clementi. hme sweet hme.

thursday had morning lesson. stupid lesson. was there 1hr late. waited for 45mins of cab.. -_-" coz rain. so dunwan take train. den bringing guitar too. after lesson. mit up with Regina and have fun takin photo. den slowly one by one come and join us. Sharon, Jason, Rubez, Ryan. had fun in my clubhse. play guitar... den we start sending everyone. before that Jason and Rubez go for lesson le... den Regina to MRT station. den Sharon to BIZ blk. met Candice. she joined me and Ryan playin guitar. played fer a long time. both Ryan and Candice left @ ard 6pm. had mtg. saw LENG!! *muacks!! loveher! lolx... home~~~~

friday. practical. boring. zzz. fasted on friday. ya... =) wasnt feeling veri well. had this pain on my neck.... den after school. mit up with Felicia and Meifong for dinner. Junxiang and Adrain joined us. almost late fer CG.. =x after CG my leg cramped... zzz!!! anyway, went to Pioneer Mall mac to eat.... with Xiuli , Meifong and Junxiang. thanks to Junxiang~~ coz he buy me the lion!!! =) went hme @ ard 230am.. zzz!!!!

saturday. service. didnt want to serve coz of the pain on my neck. turned out to be nt my neck problem. but my throat. duno what happen oso. haven go see doctor.. haiz.. but still serve. went to have dinner @ cineleisure den go hme le. watched Germany VS Portugal.!!! yeah! my Germany win!! Oliver Kahn, my fave player!! nice!!! slp @ ard 530am..

sunday. wake up at 745am.. go service and prayer mtg. super tired. but thank God i didnt fall aslp. went hme. fell flat @ 730pm all the way!!! lolx... and thanks to Regina sms-in me to update me on the scores of the match!!! Italy won!! YEAH!!! lolx..

today. wake up @ 950am. if nt becoz of Singyee's sms. i wouldnt wake up! lolx.. went for lesson. late fer 30mins. anyway. had lunch with Jason, Singyee, Rubez and Ryan. after lesson mit up with Rubez and Jason went Alexandra Hospital to bk the date for my wisdom tooth surgery. went Bugis. on the way to Queenstown MRT, helped this lady to get to SPGG. reached Bugis, gt approached by this lady from Toni & Guy Academy askin us to be their model for their students' assignment. FREE OF CHARGE!!! lolx.. was hesitatin initially. but i cant take the temptation so we walked back and all 3 of us gt a new haircut. personally i love mine. =) walked ard Bugis Street. den Singyee joined us. bought this SUPER BIG bag.. and this pink cardigan. nice~ but they keep sayin my bag veri ugly la.. coz the colour veri dull and dirty kind.. whatever!! lolx... went hme. my mum say my hair ugly!! WAH LAU eH!!!! +_)(*&$^%~#^&*()_ whatever. i like can le.. lol!!! yeah!!

bye bloggie!!!!

noisy!

2006-07-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

actually my day today is VERY the HAPPY.. but a blardy call make me soOoo PisSed!!! shall elaborate later.

today gt ppl complain that i majiam veri free.. everyday blog.. haa!! nt coz i veri free is coz i love my blog.. so i will wanna blog everyday!! lolx!!!

grrRr!!! why i so angry. coz my lecturer la. yes. is my fault fer goin sch late fer the whatever quiz. but!!! oso no nid call my mum and tell her rite? niao niao papaya!!!!! i angry la!!! coz my mum scold scold scold. scream scream scream. T_T angry angry!!

ystrday was late for math practical. so nv go in de end. went CO rehearsal. zzz. meet Rubez, Jason, Ryan, Singyee for lunch. den go find David. talk a while. saw Anna. so she asked me accompany her to Main Library and take some things lo. went with her. talked abt alot of things. i realli missed the days that i always hang ard SAA talkin to officers. i shld say SPCO is veri fortunate to be taken by such wonderful officers. Miss Anna Neo and Mr David Lee. i shld say.. they are the NICEST ever officer i ever came across in SAA. anyway. i accompany her to library. den go Mac coz she haven have her lunch. den walk her back to SAA again. =) shall find some day go accompany her to walk ard again. =) and also. David juz got back from China. he bought back alot of CD. and he gave 1 to me! lolx.. so coOL~ thanks Sir! =)

went hme after that. didnt study. duno what am i doin. duhx. start studyin at ard 11pm. hungry @ 1am. had mac delivery. played O2Jam with Sharon and Ryan till almost 3am... slp at ard 4am..

950am.. juz have this feelin that somebody is wakin me up. think coz im too tired. coz i forget to set my alarm the previous nite.. or did i press my phone halfway and fell aslp?! lolx... nah!! this will nt happen de.. wake up. chiong all the way. reach sch at 11am. waited outside my lecturer office. coz the test is @ 10am!! anyway. tooK the test. stupid test. argH!

anyway. had lunch with Rubez, Emil, Jason , Ryan, Sharon, Siqi, Wahkeong. Hongyun was there too! lolx. Singyee came and join us at ard 130pm. left FC 4 shortly for CO rm. had graduation ceremony performance. BORING! wastin of time there actually. tiring. went hme. didnt slp. and here im bloggin.. for almost gng 3hrs. lol!!! coz put dwn there lazy to continue. lol!!!!

watchin Germany VS Italy later!!! Germany will WIN!! lol!!! yeah!!!~ i love GERMANY.. all my hope is on them since England is OUT. T_T....

im so tired nw.. zzz!! but i muz watch the match!! lols!!! =) gtg bye!!

my exciting weekend.

2006-07-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

i jus love it when i spent my wkend thoroughly. every hour, every minute, every second. i love it. i jus love my life nw. spentin every seconds of my life with joy and peace. though there are times when i feel down. but still they are still nt my darkest nights. coz i believe that i can go thru all these with Him always be there for me. He let me go thru all these. coz He know that i can pass all the trials and tribulations that He put me thru!. haa!! super high nw.. haven been slping for the past 30+hours. zzz!!!!!~

anyway. yes. like wht i previously said. my wkends are spent to the maxed!.. wake up @ 210pm on Saturday. or rather. i JUMPED out of my bed. coz im supposed to report for instrument showcase performance @ 230pm. the thing is startin @ 3pm at Lot 1.

anyway. i went there and be free labour. ended up i helped to give out leaflet. and didnt even touch my instrument. coz my teacher wasnt there. so the manager make used of me. whatever.

left @ 5pm for Daniel's hse @ Kovan. reach there. play guitar. self entertainment. had Canadian Pizza and KFC. it is a celebration for Daniel's bday. left @ ard 830pm. thanks to Zelig for walkin me to the MRT station. =)

proceed to Marina Square to meet up with my fave gang of people, SP POS peepx. lol!!! one by one slowly went off.. hme to catch soccer. haa!! left me, Singyee, Shiyun, Wahkeong, Jason. talkin craps in KFC. and decided to go Suntec. coz it gt midnite sales till 1am. went over. alot ppl. whOo!!! walked ard. had Bailey's Ice Cream! nicenice. and watch WORLD CUP! England VS Portugal. watched the extra time and the penalty shots. im so sad. coz England out le.. T_T...

finish watchin @ ard 145am. felt so guilty. coz they all are quite tired.. ended up all sit there watch... toOk nite rider back hme. reached hme at ard 330am.

online. couldnt sign in to my msn. have no idea what happen. added POS ppl into my other acct. Ryan and Sharon are 2 scary ppl. coz they haven slp yet. chat till ard 530am. and i decided to have some rest. but i tossed and turned. never slp. onli rest my eyes. T_T

pulled myself out of bed @ 720am and get myself ready fer service. reached church @ ard 940am. first time goin to sunday service without the whole cg and was earli. =x

booked seats for Jason's cg too. nt like ~~RYAN NG ZHI WEI~~ **nono. u cant see the name!!!!LOL!!!! ** somebody. so BLACK HEARTED.... didnt reply me my sms.. but told Aileen abt it and ask me sit on floor when i smsed him where can i get 8seats....

*that blackhearted person say got to pardon him coz he whole nite nv slp den was blur..* lol!!!!

service is great. the presence is strong. alot ppl are weepin in tears. i love to cry in the presence of the Lord. and the word is great. was feelin super lethargic. but i still manage to keep myself awake thruout. though there are moments tat i closed my eyes. coz my eyes are hurting. though there are temptations for me to slp... but by His strength, i manage to stay awake. during the layin of hands.. i juz could nt control myself from cryin. tears jux flowed out. it jus reminded me of hw disobedience am i in the past. and how much God had guide me thru. if nt for His strength and His blessing of good people ard me, if nt for Him sending angles ard me to protect me. i seriously dont think i'll nt be who im nw. and i seriously think that i would have long give up hope on my dreams and vision and my leadership roles in my cca. indeed if nt becoz of the miracles that He have done in my life. i think i'll nt be as chatty as im nw. lolx!!! PTL!.

after service went Rocky Master @ Expo. their service realli.. cannot make it!!!! super rude. ask them qns dun reply u. still wan me repeat my order coz she was doin some other things. asked them abt our orders coz we waited for almost 30mins. and the person replied me without even lookin at me, "will sent the food to u when its ready"... my baobei is rushin off to work. asked the person packed her pizza. and they juz put in a box and expect us to carry it all ard. thinK she went to ask for a carrier. and mine was ready. and they still have to cheek to ask my baobei to send the food to me!... what attitude!!! argh!!! make my baobei late for work... +_)(^&*()_++_)(!

i want complain!!! lol!!!....

went for Bible Study. fun lesson. learnt alot of things. Fastin and Praying. thinkin back. durin the times in W37. me and Lishi will fast regularly on thursday before cg. and waited till after cg and have dinner/supper. shall start with that once again. fastin if good. lolx.. =)

meet up with Aileen after svc. and went hme. was so tired. totally mindblock. back to boonlay. super lazy to walk. so tooK 242 back instead. reached hme. wished my mum Happy Birthday. den go bath. and had dinner outside. juz gt hme. and im super slpy. but think shall study abit of my tuesday test. =) peepx. do remember to pray for my paper on tuesday. thanks!!! =)

yea! thinK thats all for the updates. jus get another harrassement from unknown ppl. lectured that person. lolx. and he said he is too bored so joke abt it. -_-" what a crappy excuses. get lost and dont try anything funny before i start scoldin again. lolx. i seriously thinK God give me a talent on scoldin these kind of ppl.lolx.!!! =x maybe i have a gift on scoldin ppl?!?! lol.... =)

bye bloggie!!! =)

Special DAY!

2006-06-30T17:51:00.000+08:00

today is a veri happy day.

today is a veri good day.

today is a veri special day!

coz..

it is my DARLING's 20th Bday!!!

lolx!!!

i love her the best..

coz she always veri gd to me!

See Lay Leng!!

lol!!!

she is the best darlin i ever had..

yea!!!

happy bday darling!!! =)

first wk of school.

2006-06-30T12:57:00.000+08:00

my first wk in school is certainly 1 of the best i ever had. meetin up with POS ppl. havin lunch together. im so so so happy. and i attended almost all lessons...

Monday.
rushed to sch by cab. went for MathCad lesson. kind of boliao. the lecturer keep lockin our screen. coz she know we will sure NOT pay attention to her. lol!!! meet up with Rubez. had lunch together @ FC4.. and Jason Chong Chin Chia put us aeroplane. never come. went back fer lesson. fell aslp. -_-"~ after lesson. went hme. but!... argH! i forget that my ezlink no more credits. and i used up my money.. -_-"~ so... went all the way back to CLS again to borrow money frm Zhiming. hme sweet hme!....

Tuesday.
mornin lesson cancelled. went to sch in cab again meet up with Rubez, Jason, Phileo for lunch @ FC6. craps ard. went off for Math lesson. frankestein talkin to himself again. went to CO rm after lesson. practice for Gun He Tao. zzz... after pract went to eat BAN NIAN again!! whootS!! lolz. nice nice.. went hme after that..

Wednesday.
performance. boring. abit wastin of time. see the hopeless. eeks.. went hme.. reach hme almost 11pm. tired.

Thursday.
morning had GMould test. stupid-_-"~ i nv study. zzz.. abit wastin of time.. manage to do the 1st qns.. but for the 2nd 1.. didnt manage to realli finish it.. whatever. den meet up with Singyee. had lunch @ FC1. saw Clarence and Jefferson. went lesson after tat. slp thru.. -_-" faint.. the lecturer is tryin to put us to slp. 80% of the clz slp. after lesson. waited for Singyee. and we went to Biz blk to look fer her lecturers. and after everything. we ended up in Bukit Panjang Plaza. and we took LRT!!! haa!!! first time ever in my life i tooK LRT!!! =x okok.. i mountain tortise.. coz Jurong side dunhave ma..!!! cant blame me oso.. anyway.. we walked the whole plaze.. had Jack's place student meal for dinner. quite cheap. 7.50bucks inclusive of GST and service charge already. consist of 1 drink (coke/sprite), 1 Soup of the Day, 1 Garlic Bread, 1 Main Course, 1 Dessert of the set. yaya!!! so we went to walk ard after eating. had fun. took 180 back to Boonlay.. quite fast.. and within 45mins i can reach hme!! cooL... lol...

Friday.
today was super duper late fer practical. and i thought today is de 10am practical. ended up is 9am. i reached school at 1115am. so i nv go fer the practical. argH!!... whatever.. *faint* /slap myself for slpin so much. saw Siqi juz nw.. i missed her!!! so long never see her. den she is super funny oso.. haa!! anyway, i went to computer lab. and rot inside. Singyee came and find me and i accompany her to T17 to find her lecturer again. and back to library myself again. had Gems juz nw. and nw in computer lab AGAIN!!!... so SP POS ppl.. u all shld know hw free am i.. so do ask me for LUNCH! lol.... nt goin for 4pm lesson. decided to go for CO prac. den on monday i shall go for the lesson instead of the rehearsal. coz tuesday gt test sia!!! faint.....

*im hungry nw!!!~

i have no idea why did i dream abt him ystrday nite. but i believe that it will nv again. no more emotional tormentation from him anymore. yesh. coz God will take that dream off me. Amen. and i shall live a life with God leadin me on. =)

cont.

2006-06-28T01:01:00.000+08:00

im back to continue.! l0l... butbutbut!! before that.. i gt 2things to say!!~~~

FIRST!!!~
its my blog bday!!!
2yrs old le!!!~~
*~happy bday to u,
happy bday to u,
happy bday to BLOGGIE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
happy bday to u!!!
God is blessin u nw,
God is blessin u nw,
God is blessin u, BLOGGIE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
God is blessin u nw!!!!!
Yeppie!! l0l~~~

SECONDLY!!!
its 28th June le~~~
HAPPY 11th ANNIVERSARY, LENG!!!
love u lots!!!
l0l..~~~
though i forget our previous 2 anniversary..
but!! i didnt forget this!! hee!!!
so fast..
almost a yr..
Leng...
thanks alot...
u are such a great frenz.
though we have drifted apart..
but realli thank u for being by my side durin that time..
no words can describe hw grateful am i to u for helpin me..
thanks Leng!!~
i will nt forget u~~~ wahahaha!!!

ok. done with my annocement. shall continue with my POS ppl. l0l!!!~ yeahyeah!!!!!~
so who is goin to appear in my blog huh?!?!?
alot la!!! stay tune!!!
l0l!!!

Sharon*~
knew her long time ago @ LTC camp onboard Starcruise virgo~~
she is my roommate!!
she is so cute!!
and blur oso!!
haa~~
love talkin to her in msn...
she always ever so cheerful~
and she is actually 1 of my 4R member
coz.. 4R... need a "S" so tat we can be grammatically correct..
so we formed the 4Rs~~~
l0l!!!
hee!!!

Singyee*~
yes. this gal here.
i will remember her!!!
forever loving to film me when im tellin story!!!!
l0l...
cute gal..
and she is always so good..
laugh at the smallest joke...
her laughter is realli contagious..
so.. bewarE!!! dun go near her when she start laughin!! l0l..
and bewarE!!! she loves matchmaking ppl..!!! =x
l0l..
=)

still got who leh...
hmmmm....
okok..

Ray*~
well.. this guy here..
he is a super duper crappy guy!!~
should say that i know him quite long le..
coz he went for the LTC camp onboard Starcruise oso!!~
but during that time.. i have no idea that he is frm our church~~
until Sharon told me..
den i start to notice..
l0l!!!~
fun knowin him..
wasnt veri close to him durin POS days..
coz he rarely come..
but nevertheless..
he still come and lame ard..
haa!!! he is super good at suanin ppl too!!!
lol!!!
nice knowin this bro !
=)

SengChong*~
this bro. cannot open his mouth.
once opened..
will freeze like mad..
-_-"
the lame jokes he say..
ha!!!
powerful..
more power den mine!!! l0l...!!
anyway.
he is a nice guy.
ha!!
always take train back to boonlay together with the rest..
nice knowin him~
=)

*okok.. duno who to blog abt le.. lol!!! thats all fer today!! bye!!!~

Singapore Polytechnic Parade of School. SP POS.

2006-06-26T00:57:00.000+08:00

Singapore Polytechnic
Parade of School.
SP POS.

i simply love the whole grp of them.
especially my 4Rs.
they are so fun loving..

RongPing, Regina, Rubez, Ryan
we the official 4Rs.

Regina*~
i love her.
she is forever so energetic~
at first was thinkin this gal here is mad.
but.... she is realli veri energetic.
no wonder in children church~
haa!!!
and she is forever so encouraging and understandin.
butbutbut!!! she talk like a machine gun..
SUPER FAST.
but nevertheless.
i love chattin with her on msn~~~
i love her!!!!!

Rubez*~
this gal here.
always interrupt me when i tell story.
i will always remember tat day..
"eh!!! Rubez!!! stop talking... let me finish what i wanna say!!"
haa!!!~
didnt expect that we will be so close frenz.
realli a super duper funny lady..
i love chattin with her on msn too!!!
she always entertain me with her Penguin series!!!!
lol!!!~
and always tell me her sch work..
haa!!
though i duno anything abt it..
=x
haa!! realli nice knowin her..
and havin her in the R club is realli cooL!

Ryan*~
our lao da..
dun even know why is he in de grp oso...
dun realli know him during the POS period.
onli gt to talk to him in msn.
ha!!!~
realli first chat is the day when we had the last meal with Thomas.
nice guy to chat with..
he is a real lame person..
i kana lame before...
read the post 24th june 2006.
u all will know..
/slap!!!~
he is the Kapo King oso.
always steal our emoicons frm msn...
he always appeared to be super energetic...
seems like he dun realli nid slp!!
haa~~
great brother we have, in our R team!!

other than my R team.
still have Phileo, Jason, Sharon, Singyee and lots more la..
but these few are ppl that i have deep impression on..
haa!!!

Phileo*~
our SP POS incharge
can be super serious.
can be super lame.
always /slap me!!!
haa!!
but nevertheless...
he is realli a great leader!!!
he always like ppl take his photo..
den he keep sayin..
"eh.. dun take me leh!!"
den when we go online he will say..
"eh.. send me de photo u all take leh!!!! especially my 1!!!~"
haa!!
contradicting leh, bro!!
haa~~~
great havin u as our incharge!!!
=)

Jason*~
a super duper patient guy...
he is so lame oso..
and he always laugh @ me whenever i say...
"eh.. listen to me.. i wanna talk!!"
dun realli know what so funny abt it actually..
ha!!~
nice chap.
gd to bully.
but!!!
ppl security leh..
dun anyhw~~~ haa!!
and he loves to talk loudly in the CINEMA~~~
and he talk until he veri blur oso de..
and make the one talkin to him veri blur..
haa!! overall..
nice guy~
=)

*lazy to continue le.. shall continue in the next post tmr!! ha!! bye bloggie!! =)

sunday. last day of holiday.

2006-06-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

wake up @ 1250pm.

wanted go prepare go out.

my small aunt came.

headache!

whatever..

den they drive me to IMM..

so i wonder ard for almost 30mins while waiting fer Sarah to come.

bought a handphone strap and the vodoo doll!!

haa..

de doll is so cute~~

anyway..

den went to support Sun.

her autograph session.

i realli love her songs in this album.

veri nice.

saw alot ppl.

nice..

went hme after tat.

nth much i did today..

bye!!!

24june2006

2006-06-25T02:49:00.000+08:00

this date is a date which i will remember for my whole life.
nope.
its nt my bday. its nt the day that i gt attached. its nt the day that i gt ditched.
or whatsoever.
its a day that my primary committed suicide.
5yrs ago.
she jumped to her death due to the depression and aeonoxia condition she is sufferin from.
though 5yrs have past.
but never once she had left my mind.
a friend that i spent so much time with.
the hurt, the pain, the grief.
its still there.
but i believe she is with father God.
i believe that before she left, she had already made the decision to be God's child.
and i believe that God will take good care of her.
=)

well.
its oso my brother's bday.
and oso Emil's bday.
Happy Birthday peepx!!

slpt at ard 6am.
gt a sms @ 9am -_-"~
mr ryan. out R club lao da.
askin fer Emil's no.
i did what i knew best.
"replyin sms when im still aslp and make ppl thought im awakE!"
haa!!~
slp slp slp till 1pm
wake up.
quickly prepare.
goin for svc.
singing too.
dunwanna sing actually.
but..
still went.
svc.
overall soso..
still feel a bit strange la.
the atmosphere juz isnt right.
nvm.
after service.
met up with Rubez, Ray, Regina, Phileo, Singyee, Jason.
i gt lamed by Ryan.
askin him why he gt jammed.
he say coz cant find butter and kaya!!!! -_-"~
faint..
me and Rubez immediately freeze @ Expo Mrt station.
went City Hall mit up with Ryan, Wahkeong, SengChong.
met Emil @ Tanah Merah.
went to eat @ Changing Appetites.
me, Ryan, Phileo are gng to die of hunger.!
zzz~~
finally. EAT!
haA!!
we went withdraw money.
and they again.
left me behind!!!
with Singyee.
and Ryan came and tell us.
so bad la!!
T_T
still my R club ppl nicer to me!!!
haa!!~~~~~
went back. bought a cake for Emil.
had fun.
EAT EAT EAT..
whOot!!!
den slowly we walk back to take train.
and hme sweet hme.
rushed for the last train though.
haa!! yea~
and here im blogging.
enjoy my day again with POS ppl.
hee!!!
=)

i love my life nw. i enjoy my life nw. even though there are still trials and tribulations. but i believe God will bring me thru. i really pray that my life will not be messed up again by all those unwanted things. im living in the world. but i dun wan to be of the world. i wan to be happy. i wanna be guarded against all these unwanted sadness, downtimes. i wan my life to be of what God wans me to be. and not who i wanna be. =)
i jus simply love my life nw.

bye bloggie.

last wk of holidays. sob!

2006-06-24T13:09:00.000+08:00

holiday is over soon. im happy and sad. happy coz i can go back to sch and not rot @ hme everyday. sad coz i gt to wake up earli and slp earli!. faint! i dun like. ha!!! so what have i been doin these few days??

wednesday. went to sch. co pract. both sectional and combined prac cancelled. sian. went hme at ard 830pm.

thursday. meet Rubez @ 10am to go school to finish some work. ended up i was late. i reach at 11am.!! haa!! left sch at ard 6pm. had conference prayer with Xiuli, Esley, Justin, Yuening. but it ended up a conference call. we chat for 90mins pray fer only 30mins. haa!!! receive an sms @ ard 3am. need to go for consellor briefin @ 115pm!! ha!! so means that i cant go out with Esley and i gonna stay in church till 415pm to report for choir.

friday. receive Sarah's sms abt the change of time for the briefing @ ard 11am. frm 115pm change to 4pm. so i slp slp slp until 130pm. online. and decided that i wanna eat BAN MIAN! ha!!
so meet up with Ryan and had ban mian!! ha!!~ and he do stunt lo.. didnt tell me that he went out of home le. and i still at home dilly dally-in. seein the time not right. i go and bath first. after bathing. sms him. ended up he reach boonlay already. -_-"~ quickly rush rush rush. den go mit up with him. eat eat eat. i miss the ban mian! haa!!! though i juz had it last wk. hee!!! whole cg late. haiz. again.. wonder will they be earli for service today. haiz. anyway went for the event. nice event. saw 2 botaks!!! bro Jerrick and Billy. haa!! went fellowship with my cg fer a while. they went to eat ban mian again. haa!!!! decided to watch movie! silent hill!!! with Ryan and Jason. and Ryan is so pity. coz he is alone. none came frm his cg. so i be the kind soul and let him fellowship with my cg. ha!!!! played murderer will waitin for their food. ha!!! after that went to mit up with Jason @ boonlay int. Meifong came with us to watch movie too~ went Jurong East to watch. nice movie i shld say. but the story move abit too slow. i kind of bored. but the gross part is entertaining. its kind of funny too. haa!!!~ overall nt bad. Jason is a bit tramatised by the movie. ha!!! butbutbut the cinema. ha!! realli cannot make it. gt the metal creakin sound when the sound is too loud. the chair will creak when we move. gt chinese music playin at the back. at first i thought is me hearin things. coz i asked Meifong whether she gt hear anything. and she say dont have. den the Jason still talk on the phone is de cinema. haa! me and Ryan still can hear what he say lo. ha!! and the Ryan. open his chocolate.. ar!! makin that sound that my ears hate alot. Meifong is in fear state thru out. haa!! went hme after that. reach hme, im super duper hungry. so hungry till i buay tahan!! haa!!!!~ called Mac delivery. hee!!!! =x slp at 5am again!!!!

got to go prepare nw!!!! gonna be late le!!!! ARGH~!~!~ byebye!!! hee!!!

within 1mth, 2 of them apologise for the hurt they had given me. yes, of coz i had forgiven them. but the hurt in me that they have implanted is too deep for me to forget. i hope that 2 of them are doin well. especially him. hope that he realli mean what he say and turn over a new leaf. change his kind of lifestyle and his attitude. but im nt goin to have anything to do with him anymore. i shall let the pass go and continue my walk. i shall nt look back and have any hopes on them. and i will never. i really pray that God, will guard my heart and protect me. protect me against all those out there to hurt me or bring me down. indeed He had nv let me down b4. i shall put all my trust in Him and let Him decide for me. i believe He had planned for me somebody that will be good enough for me~ =)

20062006

2006-06-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

well. the timing is fake. i juz wanna have everything 20062006!
its nice...

shall elaborate on my outings~~~
haa!!!

basically on last monday..
went SENTOSA with my beloved SP POS ppl.
too many to list out. ha!!
too lazy oso.
went Palawan beach. played games..
monkey~.... captain's ball... guitar~~~ and even do stunt in the water!!!!
fun~~~ gt sunburnt... -_-" first time ever la!!! what the.. nvm...
anyway.. went to suntec..
celebrated Siqi's bday~~~ had fun..
they are a bunch of nice and cool ppl.. i love them all!!!!~

as for this monday..
ha!!! we went out to have our Marche~~
before that, meet up with Sharon and Candice.
Ryan and Phileo are supposed to join us..
but didnt..
most probaly they overslpT~..haa!!
anyway..
we went PS and bought guitar picks..
and we saw Rubez, Ray, Jason~...
haa!!!~
shhh!!! they doin card fer Phileo.
haa!
after tat we went over to SMU..
played guitar...
Phileo, Ryan, Wahkeong, Jackson, Jefferson, Clarence, Emil came and join us too...
had fun..
and we all missed that place..
the 7-11..
ha!!
the big gulp!!!~
the place..
is a place where all our sweat and tears landed...
ha!!!
i miss the place..
went over to marche and waited for the rest to come..
and im starving like nv before there!!!!~
=x
regina came..
rubez came~~~
and we the 4 Rs unite!!!
haa!!!~
SP POS have juz set up a new grp..
called the 4R..
me, ryan, regina, rubez~~~
we are the noisest in the SP POS forum..
we are the top 4 poster oso..
yeahyeah..
R, Revival~~~
yeah!!
R, Reserrected!!!!!
whootS!!!
haa!!
whatever la..
haa~~~
den we went to concourse to play game...
hunter and bear game..
den i majiam de stock market..
a moment super high votes..
next moment drop!!!...
-_-"~
rushed fer the last train..
and they veri bad to me!!!!
-__~
nv wait fer me..
Phileo's card with me..
den they realise i nt there!!! T_T
bad bad bad~~
den Ryan called..
at least my R team ppl nicer!!!!
haaa~~~~~~
juz kidding!!!...
den went back la.. yeah
den hme sweet hme..
ha!!!

today. had prayer mtg at YMCA..
first time there.
cab there!!!
heart pain!!!
15.50bucks..
T_T
anyway..
after prayer mtg went to have dinner at LJS..
i love LJS!!!
haa~~
yeah..
and hme sweet hme..
that marks my day!!!~
tmr..
still gt to go sch..
T_T
haiz..
lazy...............
nvm..
bye bloggie!!!

result of my laziness

2006-06-20T01:47:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. haven been blogging fer quite long... coz im pure too lazy...

saturday. service.
things not goin the way we want it.
but i believe it will be better!!!!
went hme.

sunday
went bs.
den sentosa with cg.
had fun.
sarah they all keep separatin me and Junxiang frm being in de same grp.
coz we always play cheat!! haa!!
=x
went hme at ard 10pm.

went to Sentosa on monday!! =)
with my beloved POS ppl.
they are so fun!.
i juz love them all.
and i gt tanned!
wahaha! ugly tan! -_-"~
and...!!!!
IM PEELING NOW!!!!!!
nvm...
celebrated Siqi's bday too!...
hme late again!
*im lazy to elaborate! haa!!

performance on Tuesday.
boring.
had prayer mtg.
sang for it.
GREAT.
had ban mian dry for my dinner..

wed.
co practice.
dunwanna comment much too.
nth much oso.

thursday..
had practical in sch.
boring!!!!!

friday.
cell grp @ esther's hse.
hme sweet hme.

saturday.
went choir pract, bs, service.
TIRED!
after tat went had dinner with my cell @ makansutra.
walked past DXO..
duhx. alot ppl.
and i got hit by a taxi dOOR!!
and that "hunk" didnt apologise till i stared at him!!!!
=x
nvm.
went hme.

sunday. wake up @ 5pm!!!!
rotx.
packed my rm @ 4am in the morning.
slpt at 6am!!!

today!!!!~
went out with my POS ppl agian.
went SMU play guitar!!!
frm 3pm we played till 6pm..
SHIOK!
den went to Suntec.
MARCHE!!~
WHooTs!
had fun.
went to Esplanade played games..
caught the last train hme!
yea~
im veri lazy to realli elaborate!!!

dotx

2006-06-09T13:33:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging. lazy la. haa!!! these few days. quite fun. have been out till late nites. till my mum oso buay tahan. ha!!

Tuesday

basically is a rotting day for me. slp thru. and i forget tat its 666. ha!! i wake up at 6pm. whoots. but who cares. nt as if de satan can do anything to me. ha!! im de child of God. he cant touch me! lalala!.. okok.. had this conference chatting with SP POS ppl. all thanks to me. ha! coz im too bored. and singyee added some of them in. and me. itchy hand.. add all those POS i had in. ha!!ended up. flooded. 16participants chit chatting. so long since i last had this kind of chats. once with SPCO ppl. nw. with SP POS ppl. cool!. ha!! and we oso know who are the professional flooders. ha! and professional pirates! =x and den we decided to have an outing on wednesday. coz our dearest Thomas is enlisting on saturday 8am!. wahaha! inside SP POS. think he is de one that i knew de longest. ha! knew him since sec 1 lo! power! nevertheless, i slp @ 6am. and im suppose to meet them 11am @ Orchard!

Wednesday

and so. i overslp. ha! Regina called me @ 10am. and i thought its still 9am. -_-"~ and i continue slp. until suddenly a thought strike me. realising that its 10am. ha!!! i quickly chiong chiong chiong.. reach orchard @ ard 1140am. but!!! im nt the latest!! haa!! Ryan is later den me. we had Pepper Lunch~.. got me, Regina, Candice, Ryan, Thomas, Chinming~ Chinming left fer his BS. Regina left for her class. left de 4 of us. wandering ard. wanted to go FarEast ended up we went to Borders. Thomas bought 3books. and we had a big time laughin ard about bringing super duper big bibles to church. its nt those big kind. but is those SUPER DUPER BIG kind.. imagine pst Kong want us to lift up our bibles.. ha!!! maybe nid security come help us carry it kind.. u know?!?! that big leh!!! ok nvm... -_-"~ den we went over to Far East. wander ard. Candice bought a watch fer Wanlin. and after that we decided to settle down @ CoffeeBean outside Borders. ha.. talked fer a long time. fer almost 2hours and Phileo came to join us. talked fer another 1hour. and we decided to leave the place. went over to Wisma and meet up with Regina. and we walked to PS. Regina, Phileo, Ryan have bible study. and Thomas and Candice. i duno. ha!! i went off for CO prac in sch. so tiring. and my finger once again gt cut. so long nv get cut le la!. haiyo. after pract. rush dwn to the Cathy. de new cinema.~ beside PS. veri nice place. watched Bench Warmers with Regina, Phileo, Candice, Ryan, Thomas. its a veri nice show. though its funny. but i seriously think that the main idea that the movie is tellin us is.. "never despise ourselves even when ppl look dwn on us. always stay strong and believe in ourselves that nnwe can do it and not let others bring us dwn." ya. anyway. went hme after the movie. and thruout the outing. met a lot of ppl. Szekeong, Sharon, Bryna and oso saw sis Shar, and oso the spelling bee contestant~ haa!! =x nice outing.. but im hungry towards the end.. the onli meal i had is Pepper Lunch!!! thus....

Pepper Lunch + Borders + CoffeeBean + CO Prac +

Movie @ Cathy = Happy Woman~

butbut....

Hungry Woman + Empty Stomach = GROUCHY WOMAN!!!

however.....

GROUCHY WOMAN + Maggi Mee & Hotdog =

HAPPY WOMAN!!!!

okok. im lame.. haa!!! yeah.. reach hme @ ard 1am.. =x

Thursday

suppose to go sch earli to do elearning. but i slp n slp n slp.. ha! and in de end late for practice oso. not much ppl come.. -_-"~ onli me, Xueqi, Chaoyong, Daryl. prac a while. den me and Xueqi went to computer lab and do elearning. meet Sansan 7pm @ JE. had LJS. and Tony came and meet us. went Daiso. shop a while. den off we go to take the POWERPUFF GIRLS CAR!!! =x ha.. Tony have this likin for PPG.. and its kind of scary. ha!!! imagine on the road.. ppl will keep starin at the car and laugh.. and me and Sansan so paiseh. onli that Tony still so happy. but still de car is cute la.. we went to geylang look @ those prositute. no comments. a bit lame. den after tat we went to have rochor douhua!. hee!!!~ after tat went over to Mt Faber and we had some drinks. its realli a nice place to sit and relax and have thoughts runnin thru the mind. ya.. was tired. sit there talk little... ha!!! after tat he drove us hme. and i online. did nth much. watched vcd. and Zelig Tan keep bullying me. cursin me. i off computer and already lying on my bed going to fall aslp le. he still sms me and curse me.. -_-~" what a friend.. dun like him la.. tortisE!*

Friday

here im. suppose to go sch. but my mummy dun let me go out.. faint. anyway. later goin to eat ban mian!!! yeah.. i like!!! =x den gt cell grp lo. ya~ juz liydat! hee..

duno what to blog oso.. bye bloggie..

just a pig

2006-06-07T00:41:00.000+08:00

well well well. have been slpin alot for these 2 days. slpt fer 15hrs on sunday nite. and 14hrs on monday nite. scary ya. ha! coz im tired.

havent been doin much things. suppose to go have sakae sushi with Zelig and Aileen. but coz Zelig nw is the poor man. so nv. and i slp thru the whole afternoon. pig la. and my mum wake me up at 6pm. threatenin to whack me if i dont. wahahaha!!. tats hw bad it is lo. gt my phone bill today. faint. ard 160bucks. my parents are so pissed off. faint. ha! =x shall control myself le. ha!!

tmr gt co prac. haven prac sia!!! cham... whatever la. tmr shall see hw... sectional in de afternoon. combine prac in de evening.... i haven touch my e-learnin thingy!!!! faint... !!!

thursday goin to IMM with Sansan!!! so long nv see her!! haa!! yeahyeah!!!!

im bored! ha!!! gtg. bye bloggie!

Emerge 2006

2006-06-05T18:41:00.000+08:00

*slap~!

haven been bloggin fer so long. have been veri busy fer the last 2 wks. Emerge! yesh. the highlight of this yr! the best ever Youth Conference tat is ever held!. yeah!

EMERGE DAY 1
the highlight of the whole conference. PARADE OF SCHOOL!. im so proud to be in SP POS. they are realli a grp of great ppl. powerful. strong. cool. nice. everything u name it. they have it! whoot!. i seriously think that we are the champion no matter whats de result. everything was changed during the last 2 wk. and yet we still manage to have everything done up so nicely!. i jux love SP POS. we had so much fun together. =)
reach expo at ard 5pm. quickly go touch up my foundation, change into the costume and start helpin the ppl put on make up oso.im so happy that at least i can help to contribute to the SP POS. ha! helped the guys with their eye shadow. and some gals for their mascara. ha!! ended up. my hand is so filled with glitters. ha!!im so "high" when we are lining up for our turn. i practically keep dancin ard. talk alot and i seriously think that im crazy.
2mins 30seconds is juz over jux liydat. all our hardwork. whoOt! haa!!!~ im so proud of the whole SP POS grp!. had lots of phototakin session thruout. went to Dora's hse overnite. zzz~

EMERGE DAY 2
didnt go for the morning session. had lesson. was so tired. went hme after gems to put my stuff. and prepare myself fer the nite session. serve for choir. sit with POS ppl. fun. ha!! Kelly Poon, Hong Jun Yang, Taufik Batisah came. and oso Miss Taiwan. and... She is getting married.. to LIU GEN HONG!!!!!~ faint.. haa!!! thats fer the guest performers. and after the service. went hme. was kind of pissed off with somethings. whatever. anyway. had supper @ Mac JP with Esley and Justin. took cab hme.

EMERGE DAY 3
went for Talentime. was late. was too tired. slp till duno what. ha! went nite session. sit with my POS ppl. Sun came!!. the nite session is a super duper long 1. almost 5hrs.! after tat mit up with Dora. went her hse overnite again. went had pratas with her and Zelig @ ard 2am.
ha!!!~

EMERGE DAY 4
served in the morning. was so tired. sitting on stage somemore. ha! zzz... after the morning session. went to meet baobei. den we go eat... den walked ard. tooK pictures. yea~ and i sent 1 of the pic for the competition. ha!! went in to watch the spelling bee. cool..! fell aslp. coz too tired.
after tat went to line up fer the finale. sit with POS ppl again. we had a great time praisin and worshipping God during the last session. so filled with the presence of God. was screamin non stop thruout the service. well. the guest appearance is Sun and Milk. ha!!~ and i stood beside Belinda Lee!!! whoo!! she is sosososososo beautiful. ha. anyway! main pt is SP breakthru!!! we finally get a final position of 8. though we are the 2nd last. but still. we breakthru of the last position. coz fer the last few yrs of emerge. SP is de last lo. ha!!!~ yeah~ we all went berserk after the whole service. cheering and cheering. ha! and indeed it brought everyone of us closer together even more. and the presence of God is so powerful thruout the whole emerge. my tears juz came down. i love it. whoot!. went to have supper with them again at tampines mall. Mac~. ha!! all de west side ppl all run like mad to rush fer the last train. and thruout we had a crazy session of phototaking and laughing session. ha!!! yea~ and the journey back juz seems so fast. ppl are loOkin at us. ha!!~ =x reached hme. bath. and poOf. fell on bed like a log. ha!! i slept for 15hrs. ha!!..

lazy to post pic. haa!! so no pic!! lalalala!!!
bye!!!

parade of school.

2006-05-30T01:26:00.000+08:00

Parade of School.

This competition aims to promote greater unity within school clusters and uncover creatuve talent in the fields of cheer choreography and performance. Watch a stupendous display of gymnastic stunts couples with rousing cheers that will simply blow you away.

Emerge 2006.

joined Parade of School.
joined Talentime.
didnt make it to the finals fer Talentime.
but.
im still part of the POS team.
yeah.
though ppl are gettin tired of all the practices.
but im gettin more n more excited.
seein the date of competition comin nearer, i feel happy and sad.
coz it will soon be over.
=)

today. have lesson. den went POS. mit up with Sharon. well. i spent my time there doin nth. haiz. coz i wasnt involve in the stunts. kind of wastin time. and frankly speakin i was quite pissed initially. but thinkin back. its me who wasnt committed enuf thats why i wasnt in alot of things. nevertheless, i stayed thru the whole practice from 530pm till 1130pm. and Phileo and Lurcas apologised fer makin me sitting dwn there doin nth wasting my time. *hey guys. if the 2 of u get to read this. dun worry. im alright with it. =)* ya. indeed i keep whinin abt it. but. dun nid care de la. haa! actually im getting veri excited. especially excited coz once again im goin to perform. ha! i like to perform. =x maybe tats why im in choir?! ha!!~ i like to be on stage. okok.. crazy woman here. ha!

the sad thing nw is. im no longer de STYLISH Victoria~. haiz. i itchy hand go cut my fringe. nw i become KUKU Victoria~. with a KUKU lookin fringe. faint.
realli ugly sia!. haiz.. thinkin of goin fer hair extension. those coloured kind. haiz.
and oso. my mum is kinda veri pissed off with me hme late. yaya. i noe shes worried. but i'll be fine. but it realli makes me lose my cool when she start shouting at me. haiz.
GOD!!. enlarge my capacity of tolerating.!!!~

something happen in the mornin pissed me off. and oso make me so grateful to God for the decision He made fer me. if not for His decision, i would be the one sufferin. i would be the one worryin and cryin. indeed God's way is higher den our ways. i reallli cant imagine my days ahead if i were to go according to my will and nt God's will. thank u Jesus.~

i wanna grow stronger in Him. but im always lazy. and i realli duno hw shld i start to go abt. pray and read His word. is that just enuf. i dun think so. i wanna cruxify my flesh even more. especially when im lazy. coz its the devil stoppin me frm growin stronger in faith. but i believe thru Him, all things are possible!.

was talkin to Sharon juz nw when on our way to SMU. and i thought thru hw i manage to walk thru my darkest days in SP. with all the thoughts of backsliding. with all the thoughts of quitting. with all the ppl comin against me. with all the things piling on me. the burden in me. and yet i manage to lead the CO into getting another pretisgious award in SP. indeed is by His power. and of coz the frenz that He sent to be with me. and the strength He given me. though im nt faithful. but still He is faithful. Amen~

ha. okok.. enuf of blogging. gonna go rest~ whoOts. SP POS ROCKS!!!!

oOps i did it aGaiN~

2006-05-29T01:33:00.000+08:00

i did it again..! haa!! haven been blogging.. too tired... busy with POS, sch, TESTs!!!!!haa!!!~

MONDAY

had lesson. went POS. went to O School. prac till 1140pm. rushed fer train. reached hme. slp @ ard 3am.

TUESDAY

had lesson. no POS coz gt prayer meetin fer emerge. went hme slp. veri tired. wake up. rots. slp at ard 4am.

WEDNESDAY

suppose to go POS. ended up nv. had clz outing @ Pizza Hut. went CO. studied fer Engineerin Math II. prac as usual. thanks YikloOng and his friend fer helping out. nw. i need AUDIENCE!!!

haa!!.. went off earli after pract. studied till ard 5am.

THURSDAY

wake up at 720am for 8am lesson. reached at 9am. ha!. after lesson. went to CO rm rest. played 15mins computer games. slp fer 1hr. wake up. study all the way. 5pm quiz. the lecturer veri noisy keep talking. so i keep tskin veri loudly. almost wanted to pull out all my hair. distractin me. finish paper. went hme. slp at 3+am.

FRIDAY

pissed off. extremely. classes all cancelled and yet nobody informed me. argh! 10am practical cancelled. 1pm GEMS lesson cancelled. blardy hell. i wasted 6hours in sch doin nth. argh.

and my sleep!. wasted all my slp. argh. nvm. after lesson. went hme get my guitar go cell grp.

had fun. indeed i wan find back my first love for GOD. im lazy. but i want to get all pumped up for the Emerge 2006. is thru this conference. i gt my visions and dreams. my dream. to be a song leader. and nw. im in choir. 1 step nearer to my dream. ya. went hme. slp @ 3+am.

SATURDAY

went choir prac. was late. haiz. went DORA darling's hse. =x teach her guitar. was late fer svc. make Sarah veri angry. she is so angry that she juz walked away after svc. haiz. feel so bad. apologise to her. and prayed as a cell grp. gonna cruxify my own fresh to be earli..!! after svc. went POS pract @ SMU. its fun. but tiring. was actually thinKin of nt joining. but what spurs me on is realli the ppl in this POS frm SP. especially Phileo. seeing the effort that he put in. realli as compared to us. is realli so much more den anyone else. though he might be small in size. but he is a spiritual giant. leadin such a big grp of us. ya. but the persecution frm my parents are huge too. but i believe. God will make a way fer me. anyway. finish pract at 1130pm. went to take the train. reached hme at ard 1240am. slp at ard 3am. realli cannot tahan. too tired.

SUNDAY

wake up late. was too tired. rushed fer POS viewin @ expo church. wanted to cab down. but i waited fer 40mins of cab. none stopped. thus i gt so fed up. i tooK train. reach there. changed. perform once. den went to SMU. rot there to wait fer the ppl to arrive. ended up 6pm oso haven start. went off to meet Zelig, Daniel, Billy, William, Dennis (Zelig's church fren) and Billy's cell grp members. had steamboat. its a farewell dinner. gonna botak le. haa!!!~ played arcade. had fun. but im too tired. my tooth is aching. argh. went hme at ard 11pm. reached hme. gt scoldin frm my mum. expected. haiz. ya. waiting fer my hair to dry nw. cut my fringe myself juz nw. i think it gonna loOk ugly. coz i think its kind of too short. haiz. shall see.

bye bloggie//

gd day.

2006-05-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

whoot. im back fer updates again. haa... got interesting things.. hee!!!!

wednesday.. went fer the stupid joggin elective. argh.. so long never run le.. tired. and my kneecap. pain.. lousy old injury.. had prac.. tiring.. went redhill fer dinner/supper... home sweet home..

thursday.. lessons. make up cell. tiring.. home sweet home..

friday!.. went out with SPCO peepx to support XueQi @ Orchard Cineleisure Kbox. Echo music. her company. the CO quartart performance is gd. but the singing.. argh. cannot make it la.. but.. the guys are cute. =x haa!!!~ went have our favourite food. Geylang.. ha! smelly dou fu, teochew porridge, rochor dou hua... hme sweet hme by CAB... -_-"~

saturday.. i love this day.. went out with Darling.. DORA!.. =x den had kbox session. haa!! den we walk ard majiam les.. =x and i was tellin her.. ppl will realli think we are les la... coz... we.... oK nvm.. ha! shall keep the details... =x if nt........ haa!!!~ anyway... had neoprint again.. wahahaha.. this time round nt as gd as the 1st one.. nvm.. shall take nxt time... oh ya.. and i saw Chew Sin Huey.. whooTs.. so so happy. ha! tooK her foto.. usin Dora's phone.. hee.... the interestin of the day is coming.. haa!!!
got this woman.. she is realli a noisy 1... board the train at somerset.. talkin on de phone damn loud. and her conversation is -_-"~ she was sayin that she bth de guys. always take advantage of gals when on the train coz train veri packed and oso she dun like coz always have body contact with strangers. eg.. knock in to ppl accidentally kind.. me and dora heard it already den we were like.. "dotx...den go get a car and drive urself. if nt get out of the train!!" and she say tat time she was at sentosa. den gt some guy ask fer her no. though she wasnt wearin anything revealin or attractive.. and she kind of scold tat guy... dotx... for goodness sake. she isnt a beauty... ha!.. soso onli.. meaty kind... and biatchy kind.. de best part comes... alot ppl alighted at city hall.. and thus there are quite a lot of seats available.. and she wanted to have this side seat.. but gt this indian couple standin there preparin to sit down.. and she literally wanna squeeze thru them and sit dwn... ended up she cant... ppl stared at her... den she go the other seat.. sit dwn. no image... slouge till majiam at hme... and SLP!.... i have a pic of that too!! haa!!!~~and she alighted at Raffles Place.. ha!!!
she toOk same train as me... den board the train. she standin right in front of me.. she is a shorty! =x anyway.. so she stand there and loOk veri pekchek. coz she gt no seat.. wahahaha... and thus she stand there.. hold on the handle.. and rested her head on her hand... and she is veri slpy and tired i guess.. so she keep yawning... without image... yawnin and openin her mouth damn big.. im so afraid that flies might fly in and die inside... -_-"~ anyway.. so she teared abit. coz when yawn will ma.. den so she smudge her eyeliner la!! wah lauz.so ugly... she dun even care.. maybe coz she cant see.. den coz the train veri packed.. ppl will not becareful de touch her abit... den she turn and stare at the person lo.. ha!! so so so.. at clementi gt someone sittin infront of her alighted.. so she immediately sit dwn b4 that person could realli leave the seat.. argh~ and she squeeze herself in between 2 blacks.. if i were her.. i doubt i will sacrifice myself sittin there. i rather stand la... den she slp.. with a veri pekchek expression.. ha!!!~ coz de 2 blacks havin contact with her precious skin.. haa!!!~ anyway... at jurong east alot ppl alighted.. so gt more seats... den she dashed to the seat opposite and sit dwn and stared at the blacks.. wahahaha! is so funny can.... den slp again.. ha!!! den at chinese garden gt this guy alighted.. so i toOk the seat and secretly snapped another of her photo.. =x haa!!!~ anyway... den she alighted at boonlay la.. haa!!!~ i wanted to follow her hme.. but... dun wan la.. waste time.. ha! ok. but i know she frm NP!!!! coz her ezlink ma.. haa!! =x end of story..
another 1... the auntie... wah lauz... hug the pole majiam like a koala bear... den ppl ard cant hold on de pole.. er xin.. haa!!!~ end of story.. coz this 1 nt veri interesting. no pic fer her oso.. haa!!

sunday. sang fer svc 2 and prayer mtg. veri tired. reach hme. slp. haa!!!~ and here im bloggin.. well.. and today morning. dora darling sms me at 630am.. and i replied la.. wah lauz.. and i have no idea what did i reply her.. =x haa!!!~~ and i had this strange dream.. i dreamt abt this particular person.. i have no idea why... but... its so strange la.. haiz... nvm.. dun come and ask me who. coz im nt telling.. haa!!!
=)

lame...

2006-05-17T13:44:00.000+08:00

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ)
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

The Three Question Personality Test

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.
Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.
With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

things that ive done.

2006-05-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

whOot!.. ok.. nw finally have the mood to blog.. haa!!! well well well.. how shld i start?!?!?!

monday to wednesday... nth much. juz sch lo.. boring lessons la... whenever have breaks.. i will go computer lab.. realli super no life la... haiz...

thursday. went to PS with CO ppl. actually wanna watch MI:3 but no tic. so ended up shoppin and goin geylang fer food.. ya.... den went hme.. meet meifong and esley baobei go pioneer mall..
den took cab hme...

friday.. meet my newly found darling.. haa!! DORA TAN! went to watch Mission Impossible 3.. she loOk... TOTALLY DIFFERENT from her brother, ZELIG TAN. but their pattern same same de lo. well well.. treat her movie... den she treat me popcorn and drink.. nice nice.. den after tat went toOk neoprint.. haven scan yet.. haa!!! shall scan them soon... after tat went to meet my cell grp members... ha!! felicia treat us Sakae sushi.. wahahaha!! den we keep ka jiao this boy there.. hiak hiak!!! after that go service.. that JunXiang.. wah... bully... and he is funny too la.. and they all had a photography session.. me the attitude photographer.. haa!! whenever the phone on my phone.. i'll take my own foto. ha! ok. im zhilian lA!!! whatever... den went home after svc....

saturday. wake up late lo.. den so late for the reporting time fer camp. didnt pack my bag somemore.. so quickly pack.. nv bring any toileteries... not even my toothbrush.. anyway the camp is nice.. enjoy myself. ha!! coz sang kbox.. whOot!! i love it.. after tat went back sch.. keep chit chat lo.. den slp..

sunday. dunwanna wake up. ha!! then de freshies and the rest laugh at me.. -_-"~ whatevr. den after camp. go my grandma hse.. practically slp thru lo.. and like a dead log.. ha!! den reach hme.. online.

monday. lesson. boring. went POS.. had fun.. but tiring too..

today. lesson again of coz. more boring. had mtg too.

well.. before i end.. shall post my cam whorin pics again.. wahahahaha!!!.......... but.. this time round.. i loOk ugly.. haiz..

and and and!!! not to forget oso... my newly found darling gave me 2 surprises lo!!!! haa!!! here u go!!!!

boliao

2006-05-11T09:12:00.000+08:00

whoo.. im fallin in love again..
wahahaha!!
with CAO GE GARY!!!
his singing..
whoo!!
especially my blog song..
u all will surely fall in love with his singing de!!! ha!!~
烛光晚餐...
nice song..~
多想要记住这一分钟回应我幸福的要求我或许没有别的梦唯一的是我爱你你也爱我
meaningful too..
=)
anyway..
haven been bloggin these few days...
argh~~~
forget what happen le..
haa!
onli remember i go chalet.
remember i go coffeeclub rotx.
and remember kana bitten by mosquitoes..
ha!!!`
chalet is fun...
haa...
coffeeclub still de same...
hmm..
like veri bo liao sia!!!
what to blog abt?!?!
duno sia.
lazy to blog oso. wahahaha!!
=x bye!

photoblog.

2006-05-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

okok. im lazy to blog..
shall post all photos!!
haa!!
=)

firstly.
presenting to all of u..
my Engineerin Math II lecturer..
he is veri HOT..
coz he is a FRESHLY GRAD frm university..
however..
i find him irritating..
cant teach..
and best of all..
he looKs like FRANKENSTEIN!!!!~

WAHAHAHAHA!!

next...
something i saw that makes me laugh...

well..
haa!!
this picture..
i didnt wanna take actually..
but..
was sitting down there..
waiting fer Esley to finish her Bible study at foyer 3 @ EXPO...
nth to do la..
so i happily start cam-whoring..
and saw this guy..
holdin on to a PINK FURY MIRROR..
and start his vainin session..
=x
sorry.
i juz find de mirror cute..
and strange to see a guy holdin tat..
whoever know this brother..
or if this brother happen to saw this..
im sorry....

up next..
my beloved cell grp members..
its onli a few of them..

my fake twin..
they say we twin coz we always fall dwn..
dotx...
crazy...
she is a mad woman..
went chalet frm friday till sunday..
den she majiam auntie la..
here comes the auntie photo!!!

haa!!
actually she gt even more lame photo..
but..
i better dun post them out..
=x...

eSLEY!!
haa!
use to be the youngest in the cell grp..
but coz of tat Justin la..
haa!!!
anyway..
i caught her slpin on train!!!
=x

ok..
here is the youngest cell grp member!!
JUSTIN!!!
haa!!
i love him..
he is so Cute..
and so nice to bully..
haa!!
=x

and of coz Jonathan and Yuening..
hee!!!
Jonathan is Justin's elder bro la..
blood 1 hor..
as for Yuening..
haa!!
she forever veri funny..
hee!!!!~

yeah~

ok..!! done with my cell grp members..
upcomin will be 2 crazy ppl who always flood my tagboard..
haa!!
my beloved Aileen and Zelig..
A and Z..
dotx la.
nvm...
haa!!~
went out with them on 30th April 2006, 1st May 2006 and 3rd May 2006..
within 1 wk...
3 times..
oh man..
haa!!
anyway..
toOk neo prints la..
haa!!~
*ps. i loOks veri ugly inside la..
haiz..

of coz..
my twin sis aileen take photo with me..

last bt not least..
of coz..
ME LA!!!
haa..
forever cam-whoring la..
ha!!
but...
they all say dun loOk like me la..
wah lau eh...
haiz..
sadded...
nvm..
haiz..!!!!~
its realli me la..
!!!!!

and!!!

i think i loOk strange tyin up my hair la..
i onli know i loOk damn tired..
haa!!!
whatever..
and the Esley and Meifong..
say i look like SHU NU!!!...
meaning veri girly kind..
faint..
hahaha!!
thats all with my photoblog..
ha!! took me an hour la..
tiring..
bye bloggie!!!